5-9-2020 / saturday. 23.46
This month its my birthday month. But i guess i start the 1st day with crying. I guess this birthday it's gonna be worst :) im okay. though i know im not that strong. This traumatic hit me so hard. it's been 2 years but is still remembered like it was yesterday :) and now im scared to my own birthday. What if i go before my birthday ? :) did everyone will looking for me ? this heart ♥️ bleed to much. I guess i can't be me again, everyday im getting weaker. Im not strong as before. I don't want me. im lost. Where am i ? why still dark in here ? where did the light go ? i want to see light too :) I do need attention too. im still teens but why it feels like.. forget that:) Hope i still here with you.
-sora
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