It's been a month, and I'm fully over chase. Well not fully, but I don't cry on the daily. Josh and I haven't talked about it at all, and I'm glad. I think we just need to put it all behind us. Jaden has been doing good lately. He's been working a lot on his music and I'm so proud that he's finally doing the thing he loves most. Bryce and Addison are doing amazing and I am so happy for both of them.
All my stuff has been brought back for me from the hype house, and I'm back in my old room. I love it.
I haven't been on social media really. I've been in some of the boys posts and videos but nothing on my own accounts.
Overall, I've been doing really good. The only thing that has been bugging me, is the fact that I haven't seen nick in forever. We used to be best friends, and after that thing with chase we kind of stopped talking. I heard he left the hype house, and that he's living in an apartment my himself close to sway. I want to text him, but I haven't.
Forget it I'm just gonna do it.
Nick🧸🎈
Hey We haven't talked in forever How are you?
Oh my god elle I miss you so much Can I please come to sway
Yesssss Come rn
On my way boo💕
Wow omg I'm so excited. I'm not really sure why I haven't talked to him, I just haven't. I heard a knock a few minutes later and I ran as fast as I could. Anthony was opening the door and when he saw me he stepped aside. Nick was standing right outside the door with his arms out wide and the biggest smile I've ever seen. I ran and he wrapped his arms around me as I jumped and wrapped my arms and legs around him. "I've missed you" he told me "Me too" I jumped down and we went inside "Look" Anthony said as he showed me his phone. It was a pic of me and nick hugging "Send it to me" I told him and he nodded "Come lets go to my room" I told nick and he nodded and followed me
We got to my room and my phone buzzed. Anthony sent the picture "Aww nick look" I said as I showed him my phone "Post it post it please" he said as he sat on my bed I sat next to him "I haven't really been on social media at all" "So this will be your coming back picture" he said with a smile "Ok" I said and opened Instagram
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❤️ 847,373 @ellehallbaee: hi everyone!! A lot of you guys are probably wondering where I've been...I took a long brake due to a trauma that has happened in my life around 2 months ago. Idk if I'm gonna share it. I'm sorry. But here is a cute picture of nick and I seeing each other for the first time in a while Tagged: @nickaustin
Comments:
@user: omg who else thought it was chase? - @user replies: meee
@joshrichards: proud of you babe
@brycehall: yesss sis
@jadenhossler: I'm so fucking proud of you ily
@lilhuddy: your hot -@jadenhossler replied: fuck off bitch
@user: did chase do something?
@kiocyr: 🥺💕
@nessabarrett: yas queen
@addisonraee: love u
@madslewis: cutie
@user: I ship -@user replied: no her and josh he literally calls her babe —@user replied: noooo Jaden
@nickaustin: we do be cute tho
*load more comments*
"Woah I thought I was gonna get hated on" I said "No who would do that?" Nick said "A lot of people" "Nope"
Nick and I talked for a long time. I've missed him. It started to get dark, so nick left.
I took a shower and got into a hoodie and shorts. I got into my bed and lay on my back. I just thought for a bit. Wow. Things are okay.
The lock on my door beeped-someone put in the code. Only Jaden knew what it was. He slowly opened the door, letting light into the dark room "Are you asleep?" He whispered "No" I said back He closed the door and came into the bed. He lay next to me, on his back also. I moved closer to him and rested on head on his chest. He put his hand on my head and his other hand on my back "I love you jae" I told him "I love you too butterfly. Always" I smiled "And I'm really proud of you" "I'm proud of you too, Jae. Your finally chasing your dream." "That's not my biggest dream" he said "Then what is?" I asked, confused "That'd not important right now. I don't want to change anything" "You won't change anything by following you dream" "Night butterfly" he said as he kissed my head
