Jaden Hossler

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I cried and cried and cried. I have never cried this much, even when my parents died.

All the memories that I missed so much. I missed Jaden like crazy.

"N...n...no" I said, sobbing and I pushed him away "I....I c...a...nt"
He hugged me again and I continued to cry on him. His shirt was soaking wet already, but he didn't care. He rubbed my back and held me so tight.
"I'm so sorry" he whispered
That just made me cry more.
"I'm sorry for ignoring you. I'm sorry for the lies I said about you at the party. I'm sorry for...hurting you" he choked on his words when he said 'hurting'. Both of us couldn't believe that he did that

"J...j...Aden" I sobbed "i can't j..ust forgive y...y...ou"
"I know"
I cried even louder.

I hugged him back and he held me even tighter, and I did too

I cried on him for another 20 minutes, until we pulled away. He looked deep into my eyes.
"Jaden....you hurt me. Not just my head"
He looked down
"I know"
He looked back up at me, and tears started forming in his eyes
"No" I said "I told you that you don't get to cry"
It's true. If he cries people, including me, will give him sympathy. He doesn't get sympathy right now.
"Right sorry" he said and quickly rubbed his eyes

"Why?" I said after a minute " why did you do it?" Tears were still coming down
"I was trying to protect you. I feel like I know what's best for you, even though sometimes I don't, so I just get angry when you don't listen because I want you to be happy so bad" he said to me
A tear fell down his cheek
"Wipe it away" I said
He did, but another one fell right away
"I'm not gonna hug you if you cry. So don't try to cry." I told him
"I'm not trying to get you to hug me." He told me and looked down
I wiped his tears with sleeve and he looked up at me. His eyes were wide and puffy. He was trying so hard not to sob

He changed his position and now he was next to me in the bed. We were both sitting up, but he was angled a bit towards me. He reached in and hugged me again, and I turned to him. I hugged him back and he lay back a bit. My head was resting on his chest and my arms were wrapped around him and his were around me. I cried. I cried until my eyes became so heavy that I closed them. And when I did, I fell asleep. I fell asleep in jadens arms.