Roommates | [kth.jjk]

30. [M]

You could always learn how to love, with time, Taehyung thinks as he freezes when he sees that Jungkook moves away from Lucas. No, he's being silly. He doesn't deserve love. And that's why he hasn't been given it for his whole life, and that's why he won't get it for the remainder of his life. No, he didn't deserve it. But Jungkook did, oh how he wanted to watch Jungkook smile...even if he wasn't going to be the one to make the little bunbun smile, he'd be satisfied enough to see Jungkook be loved happily by someone else.

Was Taehyung going to give up on Jungkook that easily?

Jungkook almost stands up, and runs over to Taehyung, wanting to hug him, kiss him, and just make the older boy feel loved. Memories that he kept hidden away from when he was a child began to flood his mind and then he remembered a small little promise he made to himself, he was never going to give up on Taehyung. And maybe...just maybe, this was good. Maybe this was making Taehyung realise his feelings...or at least acknowledge them. Maybe the two needed this bump in the road to have a smooth future?

Jungkook casts his eyes away, he wasn't going to give up on Taehyung. And that was final. He was going to make Taehyung's heart his, and Taehyung was a risk he was willing to take. I'm not going to give up on you Tae, Jungkook thinks, immediately beginning to interest himself in the conversation that Lucas was having with Wendy.

Jimin looks up to Taehyung, "don't leave, we're all going to set up and help Lucas get the main hall for our party tomorrow. And don't think you can get out of helping, now com on, stay."

Taehyung takes one last glance at Jungkook, before nodding reluctantly and taking a seat, next to Jimin.

Soon, all nine are in the main hall. Lucas steps forward with a clap, "so let's get started. We just need some people to move the tables to the back, set up the stage where the DJ is going to be, hang the decorations on the walls, blow the balloons, place the dancing area, move some tables to the back for people to sit and then put up the posters. And that's all. We'll be able to do it guys!"

Everyone stared at Lucas with wide eyes and he chuckles nervously, "don't worry guys. Let's just all focus on one job at a time, let's split up."

Everyone goes to their own place according to Lucas and begins setting up. But instead of helping, Jungkook looks back at Taehyung, who's staring at the ground, hands stuffed in his pocket. With one deep breath, Jungkook hesitantly steps towards Taehyung.

"Taehyung...can we talk?" Jungkook asks timidly.

Taehyung looks up with shock, words couldn't comprehend how Taehyung was feeling. Like he was upset the whole day, for every minute since he woke up but four words from Jungkook, and his mood was already lifted, like he wasn't going through a existential crisis. He nods immediately, and Jungkook smiles softly, grateful.

The two walk beside each other, Taehyung just trying to follow Jungkook, his long and bony fingers shaking harshly, so he just balls them into fists, walking softly. Meanwhile, Jungkook's heart was beating against his chest, like the flap of a crows wing against the wind. Jungkook lets out a deep breath, until finally, they're in the empty hallway of the building, far away enough to make sure that none of their friends disturbed them, but still close enough to make quick escapes.

Jungkook stands in front of Taehyung, looking up at the taller boy, seeing that Taehyung's eyes were dark and sunken in, his lips were in a thin line and he looks more sickly than usual, which was weird considering Taehyung had honey glazed skin. Taehyung really needed some rest.

Playing with his fingers, Jungkook looks up at Taehyung with a soft smile, "hey," he begins. Taehyung forces a smile in return, but the cherry haired boy can see right through the smile. "I...just wanted to talk...you know since yesterday..we were both upset..and we shouldn't be really making choices when we're drugged on feelings that clouded our judgement."

"You...want to talk?" Taehyung says finally, looking at Jungkook through his long lashes, shoulders slumped. Jungkook nods, fiddling with his fingers, "I...you know that I have feelings for you right?" Jungkook starts off, and Taehyung nods sheepishly, his black bangs falling into his eyes, covering his balls of emotions.

Taehyung nods, "I'm sorry that I couldn't realize before hand." Jungkook's eyes widen, and he takes Taehyung's hands in his own, "it's not your fault Taehyung. You must remember that we're just as bad as each other," Jungkook lets out a soft sarcastic chuckle, "we both want something from each other but we're not making the effort to look. So where does it leave us? Depressed and happy at the same time. So...I just want to say to you, that even though we're distancing from each other...that I'm not going to forget you or give up on you, because at the end of the day...I love you Kim Taehyung."

Hearing those words a second time makes Taehyung's eyes widen and time stop. Everything fading away into darkness, the low lit flame burning up it flames emitting a soft glow around himself, and he can slowly feel himself slipping into Jungkook's mind, body and soul – and in that moment, Taehyung sees what he wants, but how far would he go to get what he wanted?

"I..." Taehyung begins, but Jungkook immediately interjects, stopping the taller make from speaking, "you don't have to say it back. I know how difficult it is for you to process emotions, so I'll wait for you. But...please don't make me wait too long...because I want you but I don't know how long I'll be able to smile without you."

Jungkook's voice turns soft, the two are now standing chest to chest, arm to arm, face to face, not even an inch of space between them. What was this? A declaration of love? Or just Jungkook trying to reassure Taehyung? Either way, Taehyung was trapped in the burning destruction that he called love that his small, little bunny was handing to him on a silver platter.

Did he deserve Jungkook's love? No.

But was he going to kiss Jungkook? Yes.

And in that moment, Taehyung's hand slithers around Jungkook's neck, pressing slightly with his thumb before bringing Jungkook's sharp jaw upwards. Jungkook's eyes widen when he realises that Taehyung's making an advance towards him. But he doesn't do anything to stop it. Maybe...Jungkook wanted this more than he let on. And maybe it was okay. And so, Jungkook relaxed into Taehyung's arm as Taehyung pressed his lips against Jungkook's.

But soon, the soft and gentle kiss falls out of control, and suddenly it's more rough. More aroused. More passionate. And the two boys are fighting for dominance with each other. Jungkook grasps onto Taehyung's upper arms, his mouth opening as Taehyung's tongue is pushed into his own cavern. Taehyung groans when Jungkook's legs find their way around his waist, and he's not longer holding Jungkook's jaw, but one hand is cupping Jungkook's thighs, and the other around Jungkook's defined back to support the smaller boy.

The cherry haired boy is pressed to the nearest wall, Jungkook moans out when he feels his back hit the cold wall, the feeling of pain and pleasure mixed together like a beautiful concoction. Taehyung's lips are pressed against Jungkook's collarbone, his teeth grazing Jungkook's skin roughly, which makes shivers scratch their way down Jungkook's back.

"Taehyung~" Jungkook whispers, Taehyung only hums in response, busy making many different purple and blue marks on Jungkook's neck. "We can't do this here...someone will see," Jungkook let's out as he gasps, Taehyung's tongue leaving a trail of wetness down Jungkook's ear to the hollow of his neck. "You're right," Taehyung says, his voice full of arousal and more.

And so he carries Jungkook to the nearest empty room, locking the door behind him, and sitting Jungkook down on the table, situating himself in between Jungkook's legs, looking at the smaller boy with such a fire in his eyes that sweat rolls down his back. Jungkook gulps, smirking a little bit to cover up his apprehension.

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To be continued!!!
Okay, ik that I shouldn't really put a warning but since there was a “little” bit of mature scenes I put the warning.
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