Affair Of The Heart

*^*^*Chapter Six*^*^*

markhyucksAss

Latley life has been treating me like a sock, worned out and drained of color. If only things could go back to the way they were.

I wake up in the morning following my usual routine of going pee then hoping into the shower. Nothing new has really came up, there's a business party tonight so I have to go, my manager told me I don't have to if I'm uncomfortable with seeing all the different groups there, including BTS.
But I agreed to go.

As my wet body was wrapped in a towel I went out my bathroom to only find my mom and my team there, "oh why you look like a mutt" my mom said scanning my body as she took a sip of her tea then snaking her head looking at my wardrobe stylist "hurry on make sure she looks stunning, we only have six hours" she nodded and hurried with me to put my dress on.

"Suck in" "I'm trying jeez" I huff in air pulling my stomach in making the zipper finally go up letting her clip the end as to make sure it doesn't unzip. "Are you nervous?" I look at the ground then up at her "what if I see him? Well i know I'm going to see him but what if I don't know how to act?" I look with my doe eyes my anxiety perking up just thinking about it, "You know that you're strong right? That every time an obstical comes you push through, I have faith that you'll do just fine love" she pasted my shoulders as I faint smiled and nod.

I'm not exactly worried about what he'll do, I'm more worried as to how I'll react to seeing him. I've always invisioned seeing him and running into his arms with him picking me up grasping my curves to then kiss me. But that's a dream.

Lately ive been feeling depressed, not wanting to get out of bed, eat, or shower as its too much work. I try to keep my spirits up but that's hard considering that I'm currently recording my new song "Back To Black".

As we exit my building to get into my designated car I realized that my life can either go in two directions, healing or breaking. I sit down next to my manager as my hair is being fixed again since this one strand keeps falling down, I look out the window seeing the sky darken and gray, rain drops roll down my window reminding me of when I used to go into my grandmas old garden under the tea area where I would sing my heart out, cry and scream the rain stopping my noise from reaching others ears.

"We're here" my manager tells me as some people come over with umbrellas to make sure I don't get soaked, opening the door I pick my dress up and head towards the entrance my manager tagging closely behind. "Hello, hi, hello" I get greated by different people as I walk inside my dress perfectly showing my curves, my hair in a beautiful side braid. "Well hello there" a kid came up to me making me a little startled by how he introduced himself "hello?" I smile and take a step back, "your name must be" he put his thumb on his lip cupping the bottom plump one looking into my eyes making me a little flustered "my names Haewon, and you?" I looked at him curiously as the boy seemed very confident "my names Yeonjun, it seems you don't have a date? Mind if I be yours?" he smiled curtly making me stiffle a laugh "how old are you even?" he looked shocked and straightend up a little as he looked down "I'm 20" I nod and smile awkwardly "I'm 23" I turn around not knowing how to end this engagement only to bump into someone.

"Oh my, I'm so sorry" I back up and bow, the person putting their hand on my shoulder "you don't have to bow to me" I noticed his voice immediately, "Jungkook?" I look up only to be met by 7 people making me flustered "hello" I smile and bow Yoongi coming to me "hey sis, how have you been?" he redirects me away from the group thankfully "I'm fine, and you?" he smiles at me "I'm doing great honeybun".

Jimin POV

My eyes met hers but it didn't seem to affect her as she was looking directly at Jungkook then Yoongi. Ive never seen her look so beautiful, shes always had short hair, she hated dresses and refused to get her hair done as it is now. "Jimin, you ok?" Namjoon came up to me putting a hand on my shoulder as I looked up and smiled a bit "yes, its just weird" he nodded and gently squeezed my shoulder, I went to Hoseok standing near him as he smiled "I'm here, just don't get too wrapped up into it, she is Yoongis little sister" I nod and walked towards hit man bang.