Kahit Kunwari

Simula

It's been what? 6 years? Yeah, 6 long years and here I am looking at him. I felt like all the things I prepared, all the thoughts I guarded suddenly fell apart.

"Damn, he looks so good. He can still make my heart skip a beat huh?" I murmured to myself as I glance to the man just below the assigned seat for me.

Ewan ko ba, sa loob ng anim na taon, sinumpa yata ako. Hanggang ngayon, ni hindi ko magawang magmahal ng iba. Magkagusto sa iba, magkaroon ng interes sa iba.

Andito ako ngayon sa concert ng opm artists. May bands, solo, duos and trio. Hindi pa nag uumpisa. Of course, i badly want to be here kaya naman 30 minutes early ako.

"Baby! I'm sorry for keeping you waiting, ang haba ng pila sa rest room, eh." A petite chinita girl said.

"It's fine. Aren't you hungry? I told you, we should've eat first before coming here." Ej said. Uhm, am I still allowed to call him Ej? Yeah sure, sa thoughts ko lang naman.

He held the girl close to him, hands on her waist. Then he kissed her on her forehead. God! I want to forget just for tonight, pero bakit ganito? Fuck!

"Uhm, ayoko ma-late tayo dito eh! Mamaya nalang? Maybe we can just grab something before going home? Drive thru nalang." She looks so fine. Wearing a boyfriend jeans with a big black belt and a tight sleeveless top. Her long straight hair effortlessly falls. Ano kayang shampoo niya?

I was shocked when the girl looked at me. Maybe she saw me in her peripheral vision looking and admiring her? I don't know.

Ej followed her eye vision. Hindi nakatakas sa mata ko ang pagkabigla niya nang makita ako. Damn, i miss him. No way, hindi na pwede Grae, masaya na yung tao oh!

Maingay, syempre maraming nagsisigawan at excited na lumabas ang favorites opm artists nila. I just looked away. Akala ko okay na 'ko. Hindi pa rin pala.

Ethan Jayce broke me, and I broke him too. How the hell I'm still feeling this way. He was my only ex. My first in almost everything, and sadly I will no longer belong to him, because as a matter of fact I chose to leave him.

Disclaimer:  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.