My mon mon Forever..

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To @DamnItsCam_

I know chu might be thinking atlast she made a book.And chu even might be thinking that rib jay is so damn lazy but thats not the reason.i was done being a coward and my pathetic self always running and hidding from my own problems iam such a pussy that i still havent asked my mid term exams result yet and all my frnds noe ders (luk iam not as strong as chu think iam).i cant keep running from my problems anymore.somehow someday i do have to face them.Iam always late for everything in my life e.g my exam registrations,applying for scholarships,doing my homework,submitting assignment on time,reaching school late,replying txt msg after a weeks (its all true),missing my bus every day,going to buy a shirt i like after the stock already has been finished in the shop *gives a bitter laugh* iam always late but i dont want to be late this last time.cox i know ill regret it for sure.iam done with all this wht if's.

Look mon mon chu bought a new change in me.chu keep changing me in every step.If it was someone else i would have probably started hating them or worse run away.but thats the thing i dont hate chu but keep loving chu more n more each day.chu bring out all this feeling which i was hidding for so long within myself.scared to let them come out one more time.chu showed me there can be many different form of love.and my love for chu is so pure.it never hurts me it just keeps bringing smile on my face when ever i think about chu.i know i nvr said this to chu b4 cox i am still scared to use it after wht i have been through.showing my love to someone who nvr appreciated it (n dat sumone is not kc).sometime chu get scared to use it again but this time iam not scared to say i love you (no ily, i wuv chu or i lub chu cox in my dictionary day have entirely another meanin).I noe chu going to keep it save with churself.cox i trust chu with my love.chu will always hold a piece of me in those hand of churs.

Love chu my lil mon mon