Why?

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"A curse isn't a curse unless you believe in it" I stood there frozen with awe. I dropped my hands to my sides and lowered my head. "You can't love me" I said really quietly. "What?" He said with surprise. "You can't love me" I said again and crossed my arms. "Why not" he said with sadness. My tears started streaming down my face and onto the sand beneath us. I want to love lance, I do love lance. It's a feeling I shouldn't know. I hate this feeling. I fell to my knees hugging myself, crying with hot tears running down my face. I felt a warm, soft hand on my shoulder, I jumped away from the touch. "I get it" I heard disappointment stringed through his words, it hurt in deepest parts of my heart to hear him say that. I heard footsteps fading away from me. I snapped my head up to see lance walking away. I got up without thinking and running after him. "LANCE PLEASE WAIT" I yelled as his figure got smaller. He turned his head around as I caught up, I swiftly tied my arms around his waist tightly and buried my face in his back, pleading for him to listen and not to leave. He tried to turn around but I was to tight around him. He chuckled softly and placed his hands on mine. "Please don't leave" I said softly. "I'm not leaving" he said quietly and manged to spin around. He lifted my head and wiped the tears away from under my eyes and kissed my eyelid. I laughed softly and quietly. "Why can't you love?" He asked out of nowhere "I can't love because.. because when I was nine I said the l-word to my dad as he left for work, and then next hour, his team came and took me and Keith away, saying he died in the fire. Kinda the same story with foster parents and friends." I said watching my words so I didn't say it. I held my breath waiting for Lance's response. To my surprise his response wasn't words but a loving deep kiss. I kissed back swinging my weak, trembling arms around his neck resting them on his broad tanned shoulders. I felt his hands hover down towards my ass. I tensed a little waiting in anticipations. He placed his hands lovingly on my hips and pulled me closer till my hips were touching his. His hands trailed their way down past my ass to my thighs. He pulled away from the kiss slowly saying "I can show you what real love is" with a smirk that was sending fire throughout every last nerve in my body. He squeezed my thigh telling me he wanted more. He lifted me off the warm sand and pulled my legs around his waist tightly, leading me back to the shoreline. As we finished our food, I felt his eyes trail my entire body rather sexually. I swallowed what I had in my mouth and said sarcastically "can I help you" with a small laugh at the end. "No just looking" "mmhm" I said. He just stared at me. I shook my head and finished the last bite of pasta I had left. Once I swallowed, Lance grabbed my hand and pulled me up on my feet and ran to the water, he let go of my hand and pulled off his tank top and threw it near our spot. He yelled something in Spanish and ran into the water. "Come on Y/N" he yelled. I pulled off the sundress I had on and ran into the water after him. He grabbed my hand and spun me around until I was dipped over his knee. And he asked me something I was not ready to answer

"Y/N Kogane, do you want to make this official and be my girlfriend"

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