do you know who you are? | harry styles

51: sick mara

i woke up the next day and harry was already up, picking up our clothes from off the floor.
"you think we should calm it down?" he asked me.
i thought for a moment. "no" i decided.
"agreed" he chuckled.

we'd spent two weeks in turkey and came back two days ago.
"alright c'mon baby. time to get up" harry said. i sighed and got out of bed.
"i'll change the sheets. go take a shower" he said.
"oh, so i stink now?" i said sassily.
"yes. we both do - of sex" he admitted causing us both to snigger.

after having a shower i dried my hair and got ready into one of harrys hoodies and wide leg jeans. i then put my hair half up half down. i didn't bother with make up as i couldn't be bothered.

harry came upstairs from the laundry room and saw what i was wearing.
"stealing my clothes are we?" he asked.
"yes..." i replied with a little smile. he smiled and kissed my lips gently.
"gorgeous. all the time"
"harry, your dick is still out" i said.
"Oh please, you begged for it last night" he scoffed as he went to take a shower. i smiled at him and went to make us some breakfast.

He had such a cute butt.

Yeah, i had a massive throwing up session a few minuets later.  i hadn't eaten properly these past few days so that was it but heck did i want a lot of food. i made harry some breakfast then ate a bunch of random food.

"woah! ice lollies in the morning?" harry saw me eating my third ice lolly.
"yes?"
"Jesus christ m' darling" he said before he sat down to eat. "were you sick, love?" he asked me.
"yeah, im okay now though"

wrong. later on i dashed to the bathroom to throw up. my hair was about to fall but harry held my hair. i started crying - i always cried when i threw up as it made me feel a bit suffocated- and he comforted me.
"you sure you arent ill or anything?"
"probably something i ate" i sniffled.
"you wanna lay down for a while? i'll make you some snacks if you want"
"i'll be fine, but thanks"
wrong - once again - because i started throwing up in the toilet again.

harry put me to bed - after i took my jeans off - and put a bin next to my bed. he got me some bottles of water and made me some snacks.
"i've gotta go to tescos but i'll be back soon my angel" he kissed my lips gently even though i had vomit breath and headed off.

i think i knew what was really going on.