𝙈𝙤𝙤𝙣 》𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙞 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

𝙄𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣

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Do you believe in soul mates?

I find it hard to believe that there's really someone out there that was made especially for you.

I've never dated. Nobody has ever shared an interest towards me, and I'm always too ashamed to tell people how I feel. So I lost hope in romance and decided to let it come on it's own. But it all changed after meeting a certain boy...

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I came to Japan as a foreign exchange student. I'm currently a second year and attend Nekoma high. It was always a dream of mine to move to Japan, everything is so beautiful, the scenery and the culture. Even the food. I can say I'm really enjoying my stay.

It's been a couple months and I've managed to make a few friends... well only two. One of them is very shy but I insisted on talking to him. He didn't really like me at first but later on I realized he liked video games and so do I. So we can say he started tolerating me after that. He has a friend who is currently a third year, i got along with him somewhat better since he's more outgoing. We both have a similar sense of humor, so you can say i hit the jackpot by meeting these two.

Overall I was expecting to have a more adventurous stay... well in reality i was hoping my life would become like some sort of romance novel after moving here. But nope, I may be foreign but there really isn't anything captivating about me to others so my luck has gone down the drain.

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Everything about my daily routine is average I wake up early get dressed and head to school. I leave school somewhat late since I joined art club, I end up taking the train back to my apartment like around 5. It's a bit busy during those hours so I always see different people. But one guy in particular caught my eye.

I hadn't seen him around, for the past months I see random people, i see a few constantly while others i never see them again. But this boy was new, he had a different school uniform im guessing he must attend another high school nearby.

He was beautiful. It looked like he was handcrafted by God himself. His hair was slightly messy but still well groomed. He had a slim form, and he seemed tall. He's so gorgeous, but obviously he wouldn't even look my way, I look like a roach compared to a beauty like him.

I was surprised I had enough courage to even sit in front of him. When I sat on the seat in front of his he didnt even look up, he was currently reading a book. Well... i didnt expect him to look either way.

I took out my phone, put on my earbuds and started reading comics. I didnt wanna seem like a creep so I'd respectfully stare here and there but I didnt want him to catch me looking so I tried being discreet.

The whole ride he never looked up, his eyes were glued onto that book. Disappointed but not surprised.

My stop was next so I ended up leaving, I took one last look because I dont know if I'll see him again but might as well keep an image of this mans beauty in my head before leaving.

I walked off, a little sad but what can you do? I'm not courageous enough to make small talk, even worse... ask for his number. HA im too scared of rejection... lets hope I run into him again.

While walking back home, i couldn't stop thinking about that boy. I mean who wouldn't? He looks like some Greek God.

When I got home, I was gonna start on some homework but the procrastination got the best of me so i binged watched some anime instead.

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It's been a month and suprisingly I've been seeing that pretty boy everyday. He's been taking the same train back and "coincidentally" I've been sitting in front of him all those days.

It's always the same, his eyes are always plastered on some new book. But i don't mind, I'm more of an observer than someone who acts, so I'm happy admiring from the sidelines.

I've gotta say seeing this boy on my train ride back home is the highlight of my day. Funny how I find myself wanting the day to end just so I could admire his stunning face for 15 minutes before getting home.

It's been like this for a while, i still don't have the courage to even say hi but I guess i can wait a little longer. Plus he always seems so concentrated i dont wanna intrude. Yeah... I'll just wait for him to not look busy one day then I'll make my move...

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Yeah no, but let's not think about that, I don't wanna jinx anything.

Everything is currently working out, i hope this turns into something more like in the romance comics... but let's be realistic. Everyone loves reading those things because it gives us false hope. So i don't expect much to come out of this situation. But in the meantime I'll enjoy it for as long as it lasts.