I see the hospital getting further and further away as we get closer and closer to my apartment. Praying that Katy has calmed we pull up to the entrance. My mother opens the door and helps me out the battered Polo. I grab my keys and unlock the building, stumbling up the stairs to my 5th floor home. After getting into my apartment I head straight to my room, calling Katy's name as I go. No reply. She must be out. I pull my suitcase from my closet and pick up my phone charger, beats and makeup. Forcibg it it the case I gather my other belongings before my eyes fall on a small blue box on my bedside table. I rush towards it spilling the contents on my bed. I make sure it's all there. Four blades, two lighters, a pack of cigarettes, tablets and £324. I sigh in relief. Placing the objects back in the box I stuff it in a jumper and place it at the bottom of the suitcase. Roaming the house I find a 3/4 litre bottle of vodka and two bottles of wine. I take them and force them under the clothes in my case. I see food scattered across the bench and the thought of eating turns my stomach. I run to the bathroom and throw up the minimill contents of my stomach.
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∞ Infinite Scars ~ LukeIsNotSexy ∞
FanfictionWARNING- Story contains self-harm, suicide, depression, alcohol, drug use and swearing Kelsey's life takes a toll when she moves to the UK from Sweden. Starting school she ends up in a downwards spiral of depression. And then he showed up... Pulling...
