im sorry im sorry im sorry i know it's been a long time but i've been kinda busy lately just getting life sorted out (still wack as shit) but whatever
i feel like ive completely ditched everyone i knew on here and i didn't even mean to it kinda just happened which sucks ass :-( i genuinely didnt mean to come back online then disappear for another like two months l m a o but it ended up happening so
i went back on the forums secretly for the first time in like nearly a year holy SHIT and i don't think i saw o n e person i saw when i was active?????? like, it's a completely new set of people which is super jarring and weird bc i kinda got accustomed to certain people on the forums while i was active and would know how to talk to them and such but now it's just a fucking blank canvas which IS SO WEIRD JESUS
it shoudn't be tho bc it's been a few months and that's what i should've expected but like, STILL
i also kind of stalked everyone i knew and myself and it made me sad bc we had good times :( also, wattpad deleted like most the messages because it's been too long and shit stinks bc I GENUINELY LAUGHED AT SOME OF THEM :(
anyway see u in like another few weeks
