Luhan is my favorite human being. There are 7 wonders jn the world, and Luhan is all of them. Tell me, where can I buy a Luhan?
I have a letter for you. Here it goes...
Naging idol kita simula nung napanood ko 'yung MV niyo na 'MAMA'. HAHAHA super nagandahan nga ako sa 'yo nung time na 'yun e!!!
Pero syempre, hindi ikaw ang priority ko. Kasi kailangan ko pang mag-aral para may mapatunayan.
But then I thought I would have a better future when I'm thinking of you. Eww ang corny pero totoo.
Noong August 2013, I started to think of you. Most of the time, ikaw lang 'yung nasa isipan ko. Like we're on this planet orbiting a star in a galaxy filled with billions of other stars. There's like thousands of billions of other galaxies in this massive universe and all I care about is you, Luhan. Just you. You're my sunshine.
I started to read fanfictions about you, EXO and other KPOP groups here in wattpad ang all I can say is that they're not realistic. (Yung iba lang po, no offense! :))
I don't believe in fairytale. Hindi rin ako bitter. I'm not a hopless romantic either, I'm just being realistic. I mean look at you guys, you're a star- so unreachable. No matter how hard I try, I end up bruising myself. Mahuhulog at mahuhulog parin ako.
I watched MAMA 2013 last year (sa MYX lang syempre haha) I cried 'cause you made me so proud and it made me love you more. Ang nakaka proud pa, nag-perform si D.O kahit na na-injure yung paa niya lol sort of.
I didn't enjoy the MAMA 2014 that much 'cause my sunshine and my galaxy is not there. Yeah, you received 4 awards.
But I'm still proud because you guys are so strong!
But when I see you happily dancing and singing, ok na ako sa pagiging fan nalang. 'Yun naman dapat 'diba?!
They say I'm not normal. Heck yeah, I know. I don't feel normal at all. How can I fall inlove with someone I can't have? Bago ko pa man 'yan masagot, nahulog na ako. Ang masaklap pa-- walang sumalo.
ANG DRAMA NA BA MASYADO?!?! CORNY NA BA?
Ok lang. Kung dito ko lang naman mailalabas lahat lahat ng nararamdaman ko para sa'yo, then so be it!
Gusto kong ipaglaban yung pagmamahal ko para 'sayo. Diba nga 'Love is war. I'm your soldier'. But how am I going to defend, if WE don't have anything to defend. Still, I'm willing to do that. Hahahaha yeah pathetic move.
When you filed a lawsuit last October 10, 2014. I cried A LOT. I know that's gonna happen sooner or later but I didn't know it's goin' to be that 'SOON'.
I didn't ask you to stay. ('Cause literally, I can't. I just can't)
You know what's best for you and your group. Go and live your life, be happy and stay healthy. You don't have to worry, you're not alone.
I'm always here. I got your back. I'm your fan and you're my sunshine right?!
But I just can't stand the fact na hindi na kayo complete mag perform sa bawat live guestings, concerts, interviews, pictorials niyo. I'm not used to it. Sanay akong lagi kang nandun Luhan. Ang daya daya mo, iniwan mo ako agad Luhan. Kala ko babalik kayo dito sa Pilipinas? Magkikita pa tayo tapos makikilala mo pa ako 'diba?! OT12 hanggang sa huli 'diba?! Walang iwanan.
Salamat dahil pinasaya mo ako kahit hindi mo alam na nage-exist ang isang tulad ko. Hahahaha mukha na akong tanga sa mga pinagta-type ko. 'Di mo naman 'to mapapansin at mas lalong 'di mo naman 'to mababasa. Pero kahit ganun, umaasa ako Luhan.
I'm so happy. Ang gara gara mo na. Actor ka na. Super sikat ka na rin. Sobrang hirap mo na ding abutin. You turn negative into positive that's why I love you Luhan.
'Yun lang ang gusto kong sabihin sunshine. Bago man lang matapos ang 2014. Naging mahirap ang taong ito para sa'tin, para sa'yo at para sa EXO pero mas doble, triple o milyonple (lol) ang hirap para sa'kin dahil nakikita ko kayong nahihirapan. Ayaw ko ng may naghihirap. Gusto ko laging masaya.
EXO OT12!!! Fighting :)
Saranghae, wo ai ni, i love you, mahal kita Luhan :) EXO-L <3
fan,
Yui
