Mingi's POV
What is this ugly feeling in the pit of my stomach?
Why am I so envious of my best friend? Yes, Yunho is your best friend keep telling yourself that Song Mingi, lest you get consumed by your jealousy.
Ugh... I know Hongjoong just wants to help me... What I don't understand is why does seeing him hanging out and getting closer to Yunho hurt me so much?
I don't want to acknowledge my intense feelings towards him were ... sorry I had to. :-P
I absolutely hate this feeling. Envy. I want him to be all mine, just mine.
Now I understand how Hongjoong must have felt when I was being distant.
I'm a total stranger to these emotions, especially envy. Which is why I didn't recognise them at first.
Huh... that is new. I've been jealous before because of Keonhee, but never to this extent.
I envy him more than ever cuz Yunho can make him laugh, touch him, hold his hand and put a smile on his beautiful face.
Maybe that was Hongjoong's plan all along to make me notice him.
He will be mine come hell or high water.
Soon, not even Yunho will stand in my way.
I'm sure Hongjoong anticipated this though.
He must've known I would get jealous.
At this point it's almost a gauruntee. I just have come to terms with the fact that I love him. A little too intensely.
To the extent where I am almost consumed by the jealousy I feel.
Which is not good, not good at all.
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Dancing on Butterfly Wings
FanfictionMingi is a butterfly hybrid. Hongjoong is a butterfly collector. Hongjoong is a good hearted individual. Mingi is the sceptical hybrid with trust issues.
