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13

As Alex, George and James stood there, they couldn't stop tears from falling out of their eyes. The couldn't speak, they couldn't even move. They were completely empty.

"He was hurting so much, and we were too blind to fucking see!" Alex screamed.

"Alex please, calm down." James said.

"No, James, I won't fucking calm down!" Alex yelled. "It's all my fault. My best friend's dead, and it's all my fault." He said as he fell to his knees in floods of tears.

"Alex, don't be so hard on yourself." George told him.

"It's our fault too." James added, George nodding in agreement.

They had read through all the letters, as they were told to help clean out what was Will's flat. But as James went to look through the rest of the drawer, he saw one more note at the bottom.

"Boys, come and look at this." James said.

The note read:

"To all my favourite lads, you know who you are :),

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
If you look around you'll see,
I'm no longer with you.

I've decided to end it,
And go up to my angel,
Because life was too much,
And it was starting to get painful.

I hurt myself,
And went through tough times,
But that's ok,
I chose to ignore the signs.

There were times of good,
And times of bad,
And want you to remember,
You're all proper lads.

This isn't your faults,
I know what your thinking,
Just give it some time,
To just let it sink in.

If you take one thing away from this,
Never forget,
I love you all boys,
You were truly the best.

Love Will xxx ♡︎

As they finished reading it with oceans in their eyes. Chewy was trying to comfort them, as he rubbed his small head against their legs. Alex turned on the radio. Will's favourite song was playing, Yellow by Coldplay.

Look at the stars
Look how the shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah they were all yellow.....