Murderer Mystery || J.JK FF ✓

{19} Talk

"So, you decided to leave me and my mum just because of your dream?" I asked and he hesitantly nodded.

In disbelief, I shot him a toxic glare. "That's just incredibly selfish of you to do that!" I shouted and Jungkook turned away from the somewhat interesting bookshelves to look at me.

"She stayed at Daegu for a reason! And that reason was that her mother was sick and had cancer and she wanted to take care of her! As older the people age, they get more fragile and weaken even more and if they're not taken care of, it can lead to death." I told him and he nodded in agreement.

"Yeah, I know that but Carla's mum had her husband to take care of her."

"That's just ridiculous!" I exploded. "Carla's mum husband is like 5 years older than her and got his health problems to deal with. You expect an old man like him to take care of her when he's already in a wheelchair!? That's just preposterous! Utterly nonsense! How stupid can you be!?" I screeched and he places a finger over his mouth to try to silence me but I didn't.

"And how selfish can you be!? Did you know how hard my mum had to deal with life back then?! She had to take care of me, who was still a toddler, and also both her parents. Sleepless nights, she stayed awake, stressing over the problems that she needs to deal with and also over you!" I shouted accusingly at him and he kept his head low guiltily.

"I don't know if you knew this but she was heartbroken when you left her, along with me, so your dreams can come true. It is not okay and very selfish of you to do that," My voice started to soften, as I stare at the floor, didn't want to make eye contact with him.

"She had to quit her job as a doctor since it was too stressful for her to deal with, with all the family and life problems she was dealing so instead, she works as a cashier in a gas station and she didn't earn much money to pay the house bills so she had to sell it and bought a small apartment instead," I said.

"She also nearly didn't have the money to take care of me or her parents since all of it was paid for the necessities such as food, water, and the apartment," I said, sniffling.

"She tried to ask help from the hospital but didn't get the help because she didn't have the money. So, both of her parents die and she also didn't have the money to make a funeral. So, she buried them instead," My voice then started to shake and my eyes glistened.

"After that incident happens, my mum even considers killing herself but because of me, she didn't," I said, my eyes starting to flood with tears. "You had no idea, seriously, you had no idea," I continued, wiping my eyes but more tears insisted to come out and refuses to stop.

Jungkook, who had been silent the whole time, was glancing at me with his blank look and decided to talk.

"Dad, I think it was great that you and her had a talk but I think it needs to come to an end if you don't mind?" Jungkook asked and the principal nodded but was probably still in deep thoughts.

"Y/N, let's go." He whispered in my ear, pulling at my sleeve but I was too busy crying to even reply.

"Y/N. Didn't you want to go back to the dorm? We're going back now. Come on let's go." He urged and I nodded slowly, standing up and didn't mind when he grabbed onto my wrist and lead me outside.

"I'm sorry," He apologised with regret and those were the last two words I heard from the principal.

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2:29am

"Y/N, you alright?" Jungkook asked when he closes the door to the dorm.

Eyes still wet with tears, I nodded glumly and went over to sit on the edge of my bed. Reluctantly, Jungkook came over and sat beside me, giving me a side glance before sighing.

"You know, after hearing your story, I kind of know why you detest your father." He started. "And is totally fine if you do. I'm sorry that your mum had to suffer like that, Y/N." He apologised which I had no idea why.

"Okay." I simply answer. "Thank you for understanding though."

"You're welcome." He answered back, with a smile but I was too sad and tired to smile back.

"Y/N," He called, and I looked at him. His doe eyes were directly looking at mine as he scooted closer to me. "Whenever you have those sad thoughts haunting you, or if you're not feeling well and feeling down, please come to me and we can have a talk." He advised and I blinked tiredly but curiously at him.

"How?" I whispered and he frowned in confusion. "How can you be a jerk and being an angel at the same time? It doesn't make sense." I whispered and he chuckled, slightly patting my hair softly.

"I'm going to sleep now, and pretend that your kindness was just a delusion or a dream." Yawning, I lay onto my soft territory, pulling the blanket over me and close my eyes.

"Sweet dreams, Blueberry," He purred, giving me shivers from his voice. 

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Thank you for reading :)

~Xin