From the first time I layed my eyes on you I knew I loved you
Months passed and I fell more in love, but I always already taken
Finally I was single and I was ready to be with you
So, we finally made it official on August 19 and I was the happiest girl in the world
Being with you was amazing and you made my heart skip a beat and gave me butterflies
I was so happy that after almost a year of liking you I got to call you my boyfriend
I fell more in love with you with every day that passed
No one ever loved me the way you did
And I never loved anyone as much as I loved you
You made me feel special and loved at all the same time
I already planned our lives together and I knew there was no one else I ever wanted
When you kissed me, I felt I was flying, there was never a feeling better than when your lips touched mine
You promised to always be by my side and I believed you
Then on a Tuesday you came to pick up your stuff
You kissed me goodbye and said you loved me
I watched as you left
You sent me a text and said you left me a note under my backdoor
I was so excited to read it; thinking it was gonna be romantic and sweet
But you broke up with me..
My world came crashing down and I couldn't believe it was true
You blamed everything on me
Saying I was the one who messed up
Couldn't you see if I was trying to be perfect for you it was only cause I wanted to be the best person I could for you
I tried to pretend I was okay
Put on a smile for my family, to show them I was okay
Even though inside I was dying
Everything reminded me of you and your name seemed to be everywhere
I try to get through every day without thinking of you
But memories of us pop up randomly and those get me depressed
It's been 2 weeks since we broke up and it's still hard
It's getting easier though and I get stronger with every day that passes
How do you move on from someone who you've been in love with for almost 2 years and who you imagined your whole life with?
You were everything to me, but now it seems I was nothing... and that hurts.
One day I will be over you
I wait for the day I can wake up, think of you and not feel my heart break
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Poetry <3
PoetryA collection of poems I have written over the years and recently. A lot of them are abou heart break and failed relationships. And I will be honest, some of them are indeed very very deep.
