Poetry for the heartless and heartbroken

Poem 78

I will always remain in this darkness.

I'm screaming, I'm crying.

Went flying.

There's no sound but the one of my crying.

This stillness, this silence has me in eternal suffering.

I call his name, everyday, countless times, he's never there.

Never'll be. 

This solitude my only company.

My hand's still waving, hoping for the goodbye.

One that never came.

Not even in my dreams do you turn and smile.

Are you there?
Is my love an anchor or a ship?
Either drowns you or sets you free.

I remember in the shadows, we were one, I never let go of your hand.
I look up at the stars, they make me cry.
And my tears crawl up to the sky, taunting me, leaving me behind. 

And I realize...one thing; 
Not all burning suns might enlighten the eternal darkness of my soul."