Why is this world so cruel?

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Levi's POV~
I fucking miss you Eren. I'm falling apart without you... I just can't take it anymore..... I'm done. I'm done with having to live, I just can't live this thing we call life.... It's too hard. I just can't. Why do we have to have feelings? They are a fucking mixture of emotions. It's just hell. It's hell without you Eren.... I'm in a living hell.... Without you... It's been a few days since Erwin has talked to me... I wonder what he's thinking....

"Levi!" Hanji shouted from across the hall... What does shitty glasses want?

"Yes?" I mumbled.

"How have you been?!" She said, smiling.

"Okay... I guess"

Her smile faded... "You guess?"

"Yeah...."

"Oh..." She sounded completely broken...

"So how is Erwin?" I asked, trying to get off of the subject.

"Why are you asking? I thought you hated him..."

"Well... It's just I haven't seen him around at all..."

"And why do you care how he is anyway?" She snarled. She was always protective of Erwin....

"Well... I messed up... And I need to fix it." I awkwardly stated...

"Oh... How did you mess up?"

"Can we talk about this another time?!" I finally snapped.

"Okay... Okay..." She was surprised about me snapping...

"I'm sorry... I'm just irritated... And depressed... But that's none of your business... So how is Erwin?"

"He's been sulking...."

"Wait, why?!"

"I don't know..."

"By any chance do you know where he is?"

"Yeah... He's in his room."

"Oh okay, well I have to go... Bye Hanji."

"Bye."

I ran down the hall, trying to find Erwin's room... Sasha, Connie, Jean, and Eren..... Damn you Eren... Why'd you leave me? You left me here to die, alone. I found his room.... I decided to knock... I knocked....

"Hello? Erwin? It's Levi..."

"What do you want?"

"I wanted to talk to you..."

"That's surprising..."

"I guess..."

"So what is it that you want?"

"To talk... Can I come in?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"Because you'll mess with me like last time..."

"I won't, I promise..."

"Fine, come in."

I let myself in, only to find Erwin sitting at the edge of the bed, shirtless.... Damn you Erwin... Why must you be so muscular? I looked up at him... We made eye contact and I looked away... Trying to hide my flushed face...

"So what is it you want to talk about?"

"I just wanted to say sorry for teasing you the other day."

"I accept your apology..." He stated, coldly.

I sat next to him.

"So why haven't you been talking to me?" I asked, obviously angry...

"I thought you wouldn't want to see me... Since I did that after you clearly told me not to."

"O-oh..." I awkwardly chuckled...

"What are you laughing about Levi?" He asked, blushing..

"Did it look like I was mad?"

"N-no... I... Ugh, never mind...."

"In fact I was turned on..." I said, awkwardly rubbing the back of my neck... Jesus Christ Levi... Make everything awkward while you're at it...

"Want me to make you feel like that again?" He asked, darkly....

"U-um... If that's okay with you... Yeah..."

He grabbed my wrists, pinning me down on the bed with his arms on either side of me... He had this dark look in his eyes... It looked like lust....

"E-Erwin..." I said, surprised at his actions.

"I'll make you feel good..." He said with a glint of anger in his eyes...

He started sucking on my neck.... Letting go of my wrists, now running his hand down my chest.
He found my sweet spot

"Er-Erwin... Right there..." I said, my hands tugging at the sheets of his bed.

He kissed along my jawline...

"U-ugh Erwin....."

He started unbuttoning my shirt...
"N-no Erwin... Not right n-now."

He smirked.
"Are you sure about that Levi?"

He pulled my hair while kissing me...
"N-no E-Erwin" I managed to moan out...

"OH MY GOD YES!" We heard outside of Erwin's door.

"Who is it?" Erwin snarled, obviously pissed.

"NO, YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW. CONTINUE WITH WHAT YOU WERE DOING."

"Shitty glasses we were in the middle of something before you rudely interrupted...." I said, finally speaking up.

"SORRY. I WAS JUST PASSING BY... BUT THEN I HEARD SOMEONE MOAN.... IN ERWIN'S ROOM. AND I HAD A NOSEBLEED WHEN ERWIN SAID YOUR NAME." Hanji said, a bit too excited.

"Well, Erwin and I will have to continue tomorrow...
Due to you." I said, dissatisfied.

"Fuck you Hanji." Erwin said.

"SORRY ERWIN."

I got up and dressed...
"See you tomorrow Erwin." I said, winking at him.

He blushed and stuttered out
"S-see you tomorrow."

I opened the door and found Hanji laying on the floor, with blood all over her shirt.

"Tch, you disgust me shitty glasses."

I walked away, running to my room once I got out of sight. I opened the door to my room... I saw Eren.

"E-Eren is it really you? Why'd you leave me last time?" I asked, surprised. I have so many questions for this brat.

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I HAVE MAJOR WRITERS BLOCK ;-;
IM SORRY IF THIS CHAPTER SUCKED. BUT IT GOT INTENSE, DIDNT IT?
*wink wonk* WELL IM GOING TO GO NOW. BYE :D

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