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TwentySeven- Sirius

Another day in this damned house alone

Remus has gone out to do something and I'm stuck here, just me, Kreacher and Buckbeak.

I honestly want to just fling myself off a cliff right now, at least then I'd be able to go outside. I don't mean that, I couldn't do that to Remus.

So i guess i'm stuck here...alone, until Remus or Molly or Arthur or a member of the Order comes back to this ghastly house i used to have to call home.

I did find my ways to rebel against my parents in the years i lived here before i ran away, i probably wasn't missed much, not as much as my brother Regulus anyway.

A noise, i hear a noise that raises my suspicions "Master" says Kreacher, i look over at the elf before me "what?" i ask coldly "Kreacher has come to tell master that the hippogriff up the stairs is hurt" says Kreacher, i nod and go upstairs to tend to Buckbeak's wounds or tend to whatever's wrong with him anyway.

An hour later I come back down the stairs and air in the dining room on my own, that is before the door opens and none other then Remus Lupin himself bursts through the door.

I kiss him as a greeting which he returns hastily "Sirius" says Remus as I snake my arms around his neck, i smirk "yes" i reply, looking into his eyes, he removes my arms and i take in the serious expression on his face "what's wrong?" I ask

"Sirius, it's Harry" says Remus, my heart rate quickens and my heart is pounding against my ribcage, practically begging for freedom and oxygen becomes scarce as panic settles in. Over the two years I've known Harry he's become like a son to me and to hear something is wrong is like a knife to the chest "what about Harry?" I aak trying to sound calm but the distress in my voice says otherwise

"He's about to put himself in danger" replies Remus, yeah i'm going to need a bit more explanation than that because at this rate i might as well just have a heart attack "how so?" I ask, urgency becoming clear in my voice now that i've given up my attempt at hiding it

"well you know when he had that vision about Arthur and it saved Arthur's life?" Asks Remus, i nod "well, he's had another Vision and it's about you, he thinks you're in danger, Sirius, he's had a vision of you in the department of mysteries being tortured by Voldemort for some prophecy or something. He says that he tried talking to you in the fire in the kitchen and Kreacher answered and apparently that was no help to Harry because Kreacher told him you had gone to the department of mysteries" explains Remus

I'm going to kill that fucking elf. My godson's life is in danger to save mine and the amount of love i have for the boy grows even though i thought that was impossible "how do you know all this?" i ask curiously

"well as you know, Delores Umbridge has taken over the school and she was trying to get information out of Harry as to why he had broken into her office to use the fire but he wasn't about to tell her why and she called snape to her office to ask for veritaserum at which point Harry said 'he's got Padfoot, he's got Padfoot in the place where it's hidden' so naturally as snape can't leave Hogwarts without raising suspicions he contacted me, half the order's been contacted to go to the department of mysteries to help Harry fight off death eaters" explains Remus

Such a smart boy, such a wonderful loving boy. "Alright then why are we waiting for the grass to grow when we could be out there helping my godson?" i ask, Remus shakes his head "you can't go, Sirius, Dumbledore doesn't want you at risk of being caught and not to mention it's what Voldemort wants, just another reason to lure Harry to where he is" replies Remus

"Fuck that, I don't give a shit if I'm at risk of being caught that's my godson! You don't understand, Remus, he's become like a son to me, surely you realize we would not be doing James and Lily justice by sitting around in the hopes that Harry will make it out alive when Voldemort's been planning his murder for the past fourteen years?" I say angrily

Remus grabs my shoulders and tries to rub them soothingly and on any other day that would've helped but today there are different circumstances, today my godson's life is at risk, he's my family, i can't just sit here and twiddle my thumbs while my godson's out there approaching what could be his death

"Sirius we have most of the order going to help we just need you to stay here, how do you think Harry would feel if you got locked back up in Azkaban where he couldn't see you again perhaps for the rest of his life?" Asks Remus. I sigh.

Then an idea formulates in my head as I think perhaps I can trick him into thinking i'll stay here

"It just doesn't seem east, Remus, I can't bare to sit and wait. I need to know what's happening you know?" I say in sadness and exasperation, Remus embraces me and kisses the top of my head "I know, I know" says Remus, his hand stroking my hair "please just stay here, if not for my sake then for Harry's" says Remus

"I'm not promising anything" I say, i can see Remus begin to protest "Like I said, I'm not gonna sit here twiddling my thumbs while my godson risks his life for me so if I can't bare waiting anymore I will leave" I state firmly

he sighs in defeat "fine" he grumbles before leaving.

I give it half an hour before I leave too.

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