i'll Learn to Love Again

EPILOGUE

Pag uwi ko ng bahay tinanong ni mama kung ano daw yung mga gamit na gusto kong dalhin at hindi at nakita ko yung mga stuff toys na regalo ni Thomas sakin, nag paalam ako kay mama kung pwede ko bang ibalik kay Thomas yung mga yun pumayag naman siya. Kaya agad kong tinawagan si Jeron para tanungin kung saan yung condo ni Thomas.
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Pagkatapos kong malaman yung direksyon kabang kaba ako kung dapat paba akong tumuloy o hindi na, pero huli na andito na ako sa ibaba ng condo kung san nakatira si Thomas.
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"Ah hi ma'm good evening po san po sila?" tanong nung receptionist. "Sa floor 1018 po kay Thomas Torres andiyan po ba siya ngayon?" pormal kong sagot at chineck nung babae yung status sa computer.
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"Naku ma'm nagka system error kasi ang pc ko pero hindi ko pa po nakikita si sir thomas maghapon baka wala po siya diyan ngayon, bakit po ba? at kaano ano niyo siya?" tanong nung receptionist "Ah schoolmate ko siya pinapabigay kasi ng friend ko sakanya to" sabi ko sabay pakita ng box na puna ng stuff toy.
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"Ah sige mam akyatin niyo nalang po try niyo nalang po mag doorbell kung andiyan siya" sabi nung receptionist "Sige miss kung sakaling wala siya iwan ko nalang sayo to tapos paki-bigay mo nalang sakanya sabihin mo pinapabigay ni Ara" sabi ko at tumango naman yung recptionist.
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Ting!!
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Paglabas ko ng elevator kakaiba na ang pakiramdam ko biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko na parang gusto nitong kumawala. Aatras na sana ako pero nakita ko na yung pintuan ng kwarto ni Thomas.
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Maka ilang beses na ako ng pindot ng doorbell at katok pero wala talaga, inilapag ko nalang yung box sa harap ng pinto ni Thomas saka naglakad paalis.
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"Ars?!"
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Napatigil ako sa paglalakad nanigas ang buong katawan ko at dahan dahan akong lumingon sa pinanggalingan ng boses at ayun nakita ko si Thomas may hawak na bote ng beer mukhang lasing na nakatingin sakin, naglakad ako pabalik para pormal na iabot yung box
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"Oh andiyan ka pala? akala ko wala ka eh ibabalik ko lang sana tong gam--"
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Nabitawan ko yung box na dapat sana'y iaabot ko sakanya ng bigla niya akong yakapin "T-thomas o-okay kalang?" tanong ko sakanya at tumango lang siya at naramdaman kong nababasa yung kaliwang balikat ko umiiyak siya?
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"T-thomas teka dun tayo sa loob" sabi ko at inakay ko siya papasok sa loob, grabe ang kalat ng condo niya knowing him maarte pa sakin sa gamit yan nakatulog na siya kaya unti unti ko na siyang ihiniga sa kama niya at ng masiguro kong okay na siya saka ko inayos yung box at sulat sa loob nito.
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THOMAS

I hardly try to open my eyes parang andito si Ars, and as I look around I saw her standing on my work table fixing something so I gathered all of my strength to stand up.
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"Ars? what are you doing in here?" I asked her I dont know if im just hallucinating or what but she looked shocked and took a step back so I step forward until she reached the wall of room.
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I stretched my two arms and locked her up inside arms "T-thomas? a-anong ginagawa mo?" she asked with her voice full of fear, I grin at her "Bakit mo nagawa sakin yun Ara? minahal naman kita ng totoo ah, I didnt do anything to hurt you pero why?" I said and I saw tears forming in her eyes.
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"I fell out of love" she said and I just laughed at her "Thats a bullsh*t reason Ara, I almost give everything to you including the stars and the moon if I can but why?" I asked her again with a tone full of frustration and anger this time she just bowed down and wiped something out of her face.
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I felt a pain inside me for making her cry and that's my weakness so I lift up her chin "I'm sorry I-i didnt mean to shout at you" I said and she still crying "I-im sorry too Thomas, sorry kasi ang tanga ko sorry kasi hindi ako makapili ng tama im sorry kasi mahina ako, im sorry--" I cut her off and I put my lips on hers to seal it.
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[Guys Reminder I need you to be open minded on this part thanks and also please play I wanna be with you by: Mandy Moore ]
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I try but I can't seem to get myself to think of anything but you
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The kiss went on and on, each storke that they do is a proof on how much they missed each other, Thomas started to hug ara and continues to kiss her with both tears falling down their faces.
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Your breath on my face your warm, gentle kiss I taste the truth, I taste the truth
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The two continues to fight with each other and the scene made the flame to burn more when Thomas put his tongue inside Ara's and Ara didnt hesitate and she just went to the flow, piece by piece their clothes are being removed from their bodies and the kiss was just stopped after all their clothes are now scattered on the floor.
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We know what I came here for
So I won't ask for more
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"T-thomas?" Ara said while trying to cover her body but thomas move closer "Dont if this is our last night together, I want to memorize all of you, your face your curves your smile that always brighten up my day and those eyes, that always see me through my sould each time that i'll look at them I want to remember and memorize it and put them all on my memory" thomas whispered that gives her chills all over her body.
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"I wanna be with you.." ara whispered in the youngman's ears "even just for tonight, just this night" Ara said sincerely while their hugging each other while feeling the heat of the moment "I wanna be with you too, not just tonight until my last night" thomas said and started to kiss her again.
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I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the on who's in your arms to hold you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you
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Thomas went on top of Ara and continues to kiss her deeply, while his hands are traveling around her, moans and groans are the only words that they exchange, during that time
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So I'll hold you tonight like I would if you were mine to hold forevermore
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Thomas paused for a while and stared at her face "If this is a dream, please dont wake me up anymore" he said and ara touched his face to pull him closer and to kiss her again.
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And I'll savor each touch that I've wanted so much to feel before, to feel before
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this
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The scene went on and Thomas whispered something in her ears that put a doubt in her mind "Dont worry i'll be gentle" thomas told her "P-pero Thomas--" thomas cut her off when he kissed her again.
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Oh, baby
I can't fight this feeling anymore(anymore)
Drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name and take my hand
Can you make my wish, baby, your command(command)?
Yeah
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She felt like her body is being torn into pieces while Thomas was placed in between her thighs Pain that made her cry and pleasure that made her smile those are the emotions that she felt that time, the pain of loosing his love one and the pleasure of having him for the last time, She knew the risks of what they did. Thomas fell on top of her after and she placed him beside her while she still feels the pain and yet she's happy
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"Thank you, and I will always love you" she whispered as she closed her eyes
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Oh yeah
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you, ooo, yeah
I wanna be, I wanna be
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ARA
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"Anak tara na! Mahuhuli na tayo sa flight! san kaba kasi galing buti nalang talaga naka pag impake kana!"
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Daldal ni mama habang naglalakad kami papasok ng eroplano, tulala parin ako sa nangyari samin ni Thomas kagabi, hindi ko alam pero walang bahid ng pagsisi o ano man masaya ako at nakasama ko siya sa huling gabi na magkakasama kami.
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"Hoy anak! nakikinig kaba?!" sigaw ni mama "Ah ma, antok pa ako eh sige ha kwentuhan mo nalang ako pag dating natin ng italy " sabi ko at tumango naman si mama sabay halik sa pisngi ko.
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I put my earphones on, as the plane starts to move, I started to be emotional, I left without fixing my relationship with my bestfriend, I left my friends and broke the promie that we'll all graduate together. The man that I love. But i'm looking on the bright side of things, a hope for a new life and new beginnings.
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People always say, that we are the "destined one". Everybody thought that we already had everything and the one thing that's missing is the "I do" but I guess not what you always expect comes in according to your plan.
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He is the man, that I will always remember, He's the man that made me Learn To Love Again, and that man is Thomas Torres. Whom I will always love forever.
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-fin-
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Wooo ayun natapos nadin sa wakas! wow una sa lahat maraming salamat po sa mga sumuporta ng "i'LL Learn to Love Again" thank you so much sa mga bumoto nag commento at sa mga silent readers ko na sumoporta dito, I cant finish this story without your help and support guys! So I owe everything from you!
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At sa iba THANK YOU NG BIG TIME :)
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-SafeHaven13
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