𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗼𝘄 ⚡︎ 𝗷.𝗺 (𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲)

⚡︎7⚡︎

dear diary,

theres no music tonight.

no talking, no shouting. just silence.

i wonder if hes sad. or maybe this is what happy looks like. maybe every other night for him have been breakdowns. maybe this is his escape.

im sat on my window seat. its cramped, considering it was made for 9 year old me, but i can just about fit. besides, its easier to see him from here.

i smile at him. i know he cant see, but i imagine that if he could it would help him feel a bit better.

thats if hes actually feeling sad at all.

ill never know.

- me