𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗼𝘄 ⚡︎ 𝗷.𝗺 (𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲)

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dear diary,

theyre back again tonight.

do i look out at them? will they be looking back?

im thinking about just flailing around in front of the window to see if they react. it could go one of two ways: extremely embarrassing, ruining my chances of ever becoming their friend, or eh. ill just have to live with the fact that i had a spasm to see if an unknown person was looking at me.

oh well.

jesus, im out of breath. i waved my limbs around like one of those inflatable car wash guys. theyre not looking. they wouldve definitely said something by now.

its currently 2am. theyre just out there. sitting. thinking, probably. if i could do the same i would, but i havent really left my house in a while. im homeschooled, im too far from town to meet friends and ive always been a bit insecure. at least from here nobody can see me.

and theyre gone again.

- me