Lies Beneath the Mask [COMPLETED]

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Another months had passed and I'm now planning to settle, I was stopping myself to burst while packing my things silently

I don't want to disturb him, he sleeps peacefully and I don't have plans in saying I'm leaving

For the past months that I've been here with him, I felt comfort. And besides from comfort, there's the guilt.

Feeling guilty of what I did, I'm feeling really really guilty. Sa loob ng maraming buwan na iyon ay wala akong ibang ginawa kundi ang humingi ng tawad kahit hindi niya naririnig

Unti unti na rin akong nasasanay sa company niya, he always do the things that I should be the one doing

Totoong hindi ko malilimutan lahat ng ginawa niya sakin, from the first day we met until now. Totoong naging masaya ako na kasama niya but it doesn't mean my heart beats for him

It's 3:00 in the midnight and Jacq is waiting outside the house, Jakson already drove my car back to my condo

I already packed all my things, from the thickest to the thinnest, from the biggest to the smallest. Everything that I brought here, I packed it all again.

I walked to the bed where he was peacefully sleeping, muli namang kinain ng konsensya at guilt ang buong sistema ko.

I sat beside him and stared for a minute, then I caressed his face

"I'm sorry, Kenzo"I whispered "I'm really sorry"the I kissed his forehead before standing and pulling my luggage

I sighed heavily as I stepped out of the room, I took a deep breath before going downstairs. Muli pang sinuyod ng paningin ko ang kabuuan ng bahay, napangiti ako ng mapait ng may maalala

Hindi na rin ako nagtagal saka lumabas ng bahay, nang makalabas, I made sure that I locked all the doors and windows

After securing the house I went outside and found Jacq leaning on the car, I called him twice before turning his gaze on me

"You ready?"he asked and carry my luggages

"I'm always"I smiled

"Let's go"he offered his hand, he escorted me

I smiled and get inside the car, I take a glance again at the house and Jacq started to drive

Hindi rin nagtagal ay nakarating kami sa bahay na pagmamay ari niya, malayo ito sa condo na tinitirahan ko.

We arrived at exactly 4:30 in the morning, nagluto muna ako ng makakain namin. After eating, I went to our room and rest my body

It was 10:00 in the morning when I woke up, hustong napagod ang sarili ko kaya late nakong magising

I went inside the washroom and clean myself , after a couple of minutes, naghanap ako ng pwedeng isuot sa walk-in closet na nasa loob ng kwarto

Puting long sleeve polo ang nahigit ko kaya yun nalang din ang isinuot ko, I'm only wearing undies nang bumaba ako

Dumeretso ako ng kusina to check if there's a food left, I wonder Jacq already ate his breakfast

Kumuha ako ng gatas at nagsalin sa baso nang makaramdam ako ng brasong nakapulupot sa bewang ko, napangiti ako nang napagtantong si Jacq yun

"You smells so good"aniya saka inamoy amoy ang leeg ko, ramdam ko ang init ng hininga niya sa leeg ko

"Let's eat?"aya niya, bahagyang natigilan ako sa sinabi niya

"Haven't you eaten your breakfast yet?"kunot noong tanong ko

"I waited for you"

"Aw, so sweet of you"then I gave him a kiss

Halik na sa una ay banayad hanggang sa lumalim, his hands are now traveling on my body habang nakapulupot naman ang mga braso ko sa leeg niya

Mas naging mapusok ang halik niya, bahagya pa kaming natawa ng maghiwalay ang mga labi namin

"I thought we're going to eat"I laughed

"I was actually starting to eat"then he assisted me to sit

Siya narin ang naghanda ng kakainin namin, Jacq always do this when we we're together. He never let me do things but if I insist, wala rin naman siyang magagawa

Our breakfast went well, napuno ng tawa namin ang buong bahay na kaming dalawa lang ang nandito.

I was really happy being with Jacq through these years, I'm more than blessed having him.