Eren, I miss you (Ereri and Eruri)

I'm becoming lonely

Hey guys it's the author here... So I'm probably going to update every Wednesday and Saturday... Probably Tuesday's (when I feel like it) and yeah :D
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Levi's POV~
I hate this. I hate it all. Why do I have to live when you're dead? Why am I alive? I'm just so lonely without you here Eren. I'm currently debating whether I should get up or stay in bed... I'll probably stay in bed. My eyes hurt... Is it because I'm sleeping less that usual? I guess... Oh Eren, why'd you die? Why'd you leave me in this cruel place... All by myself... Why Eren? Why?

I heard a knock at my door

"Who is it" I called out.

"It's Erwin!"
"Come in..."

The blonde stood right before my bed.

"What is it that you want?"

Silence filled the room...
"I.. Um.. Want to give you my condolences on Eren's death..."

"Gee.. Thanks..."

Why'd he have to bring it up? Why?
"Jesus Christ Levi... You're a mess" he chuckled, it sounded dark, cold, it didn't sound like the Erwin I know...

"What?" I angrily asked.

"I'm just laughing at the thought of you and Eren getting married... The look on his face... The one that I saw when he died..." His voice sounded dark...

"How dare you say such things!" I cried, jumping at him.

He grabbed my wrists and pinned me down on the bed. I struggled... Damn you Erwin.

"Looks like the little boy lost his fight, didn't he?" He chuckled darkly again.

"The only thing I'm losing is my mind!" I argued back...

"Are you sure about that Levi? Are you sure you aren't losing your fighting skills?" He sounded bitter, dark, cold... He continued grabbing my wrists, holding on to them harder...

"I wonder what Eren thought... When he died... Did he hate you for letting him die, Levi?" He said bitterly...

"I don't fucking know." I spat back

"You don't talk to your superior like that Levi..." He held on to my wrists with even more force. It was starting to hurt...

"The painful look he had in his eyes.... He looked... How do I say this? Peaceful?... No that's not it... He looked at you with true hatred." Erwin stated, darkly.

"That's not true!" I cried, struggling again....

"Levi... Levi.. Levi..." He looked at me with pity gleaming in his eyes...

"You wouldn't know..." I said, struggling... Even though it wouldn't help me.

"Look at how weak you've gotten... Since who died?... The brat?... Was it?...." He spat with pity filling his voice.

"How dare you call Eren a brat!" I said, finally breaking free.

I then punched Erwin in the stomach and kicked him in the face

"Sorry Erwin... I don't have time for your shit." I spat at him as he rolled on the ground in pain.

"I'm going to go now, if you don't mind." I said trying to hold back tears.

Eren is it true that you looked at me... With hate filling your eyes? Is it Eren?

I felt something pull on my jeans...

"I'm not letting you go anywhere, Levi." Erwin smiled at me darkly...

I kicked him is the face once more. He passed out.
"Tch, who's the one that lost their fight now?" I said coldly.

I walked out of the room. I looked back only to find Eren standing behind me...

"Eren. Is it really you?"

"Yes, Heichou it's me.." He smiled warmly

"Eren, did you look at me with hatred when you died?"

"Of course not. Why would I do such a thing?" He said softly.

"I don't know... I'm just paranoid... Sorry about that." Eren looked at me with a gleam in his eyes.

"Heichou... I miss you." He finally said, breaking the silence

"I miss you too, brat." I said in a whisper, looking down and smiling.

"Levi..." He said

"Yes, Eren?"

"I love you." He said blushing.

"I love you too." I said smiling.

He then disappeared into thin air... What is this? Am I going insane? Am I paranoid? Is it the lack of sleep? What did I see, just now? Was that really Eren? Or was that my conscious playing tricks on me? Ugh, I hate this life without you... Why'd you have to leave me?

I walked back to my room. I then jumped on my bed and fell asleep.

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I'll update the day after Christmas... Bye guys :)