bleeding heart || stuff

hi life update

i'm starting to hate my job lmao

i wanted to call off today but when i told my dad he used that pure dad voice to say "that's not a good idea"
but like,,, neither is me going to work when i want to cry or scream every time i take a step lmao

(ps: if you work at any place that requires you to be on your feet for extended amounts of time,,, invest in good shoes from the beginning. i bought cheap shoes from walmart to start off with and they have no fucking support whatsoever and even though i got insoles for them i still wanna die)

like dammit i've got somewhere around forty five hours on this pay period (that ends today) and i'm TIRED

this week i've got monday, wednesday, and thursday off, and i get my schedule for next week on thursday. i'm just?? so fucking exhausted and i KNOW that this job is one where you literally have to be standing for most of the time but i'd rather have more 4 hour shifts than a bunch of 7-8 hour ones.

literally yesterday it was 3:45 - 11:30 scheduled, but we ended up staying until 11:42. not accounting for my lunch break (30 minutes) that's eight hours.
(i literally sat on the floor in the kitchen to clean some shit last night but that doesn't rlly count.)

so like,,, seven and a half hours standing is fucking hell for a person who normally spent their time laying down like a lazy bitch