"Can you shut the fuck up !!, English , do you speak English?" Harry groaned sliding his large hand down his face in frustration because of the small blue eyed boy in front of him .
"je veux aller a la maison" Louis sobbed brokenly , shoulders shak...
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What do you think about ?
Frightening things .
Does it frighten you because you are afraid or because it feels right ?
Louis slowly looked up at the Irish man , a light blue blanket was draped over his slender shoulders and he smoked a cigarette beside Geoff - his husband , smoked a cigarette beside his husband .
Niall ,thick accent , Niall , Momma , Niall , honey sweet fucking whiskey honey and what was he called during sex ? What did Geoff whisper in his ears whilst making love .
His name . The name with please was Blue , small little blue who was once his muse , his inspiration and the reason he felt complete heartache during unthinkable nights - remembers Geoff sitting by his window cigarette between his lips and love bites covering aging skin .
"I -I don't understand." Louis licked at his dry lips , tasted the bitter taste of wine and laid back on his stomach , head heavy and eyes held with invisible string - did wine taste like that for adults , did his father feelso weightless and out of tune .
Niall moves , crosses ankles " who do you think about ?"
It comes out easy like wine vomit or cum from a males penis "Harry ."
"Ah so it frightens you in a good way ." Geoff adds on , clasping hands on a French beer bottle and his eyes are red from how many he has downed, if he stands he stumbles and Niall , beautiful Niall whispers how in love he is .. god how in fucking love his is .
"Shouldn't the thing that makes me happy not frighten me ?"
"Not if you have never been happy before , just like any emotion when it's new it can be frightening especially when it's your first time feeling it ." Niall waves his hand , the glow of his ring flashes between him and the moon and dulls again , it dulls but with every moment comes back to life .
"With him -" Looks up at the couple "I'm suffocating in happiness."
"Louis let me hold you right here ." Harry whispers against the shell of his ear , slowly that hand the hand that feels the shakes and trembles travel down small waist stays and surrenders .
Giving itself up and never wanting to be returned- touch and keep for now you are the rightful owner , do as you please but do not hurt me .
"Harry ."
"Just let me hold you Louis , just let me hold you ."
The older man hides himself between younger neck , takes in the scent of French Daisies and holds on tighter "if you disappear I will kill everyone-"
Green eyes look at blue ones "and then I will kill myself ."
