You guys give me so much for this story and most of you think it's just from my creativity, how I wish some of these ideas were simply from my creativity but it's actually from my life experiences.
I've been in Louis situation , confused abuse as love and took it repeatedly- had complete fear when it came to a guy before though he was my age I was truly afraid of him because of certain things .
Parker . Parker is a real person and I write sometimes and I cry because this character is a real friend though her real name wasn't Parker I found her beautiful and she was family ... just like Parker sadly she isn't here anymore .
My mind can be dark and yes that darkness comes from simple thoughts and some of them are from what I've been through that I allow a lot of you to be in a way a part of if that makes sense ?
Every chapter that involves Louis has a piece of me in it , the fear , the confusion, the addiction to sex simply to please men , the desperation and most importantly the insecurities.
And more so there's a lot of Parker in this , she's the main reason I created Louis the way he is . I try to think about what she felt with her uncle , with her family allowing things and then her death ... I think about her death a lot and I try to write fluently what all she could of thought , I always saw her so afraid of her uncle and Rose is him , The character I make Rose out to be is a real man who just like Rose didn't give a damn about how people felt and never once admitted to what he did wrong - I try expressing him , try to express her and from all of your comments I haven't fell short .
So when I get messages and comments about how I'm telling the story beautifully thank you because it's not just my story , It's Parker's and I'm glad I could take something I went through with her and type it 🤍
- if you are dealing with anything like Louis such as abusive relationship or etc don't be afraid to message me - I'm always willing to talk , I wish someone had talked to Parker then maybe things would have been different.
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Yes to heaven (larryau)
Fanfiction"Can you shut the fuck up !!, English , do you speak English?" Harry groaned sliding his large hand down his face in frustration because of the small blue eyed boy in front of him . "je veux aller a la maison" Louis sobbed brokenly , shoulders shak...
