Just Too Sick To Function

03

Emma's POV:
Some of the nurses got incharged of my things and my room.

The hospital's pretty decent, I somehow like it lol

When I arrived, they immediately tested me, my blood, urine, height, weight, at iba pa, again and again.

So, nandito na ako sa room ko, very clean and big enough for two patients, it's like my own room, I love it.

"So, you okay with this or do you want any other room?" tanong ni mama
"No, its okay ma, it's actually pretty big na nga"

Nag smile si mama, "o sige, mauna na ako, sabi ko pa naman sa boss ko na hindi ako matatagalan, see you laters anak, love you"

Confused kasi nga saturday ngayon pero whatever, baka emergency, "Love you too Ma" I said.

"Oh and if you want to read your books, nandyan lang sila sa drawer, including your drawing notebooks, yung journal mo, nandun din", busy siya kaka arange ng bag niya, "also baby, the nurses will just bring you food here ha, they also wanted to take care of your diet, your meds and anything else kaya don't worry" she stood up from where she sat.

Ughh the meds, hindi ako nag tatake nang meds on time, kaya baka it'll be new to me pag pupunta na rito si Rosa, dala dala mga meds.

Naglalakad na mama ko papalayo sa kin, pero I stopped her.

"Ma" I started, she looked back at me,
"Namimiss mo na ako agad?" pagjojoke niya.

"Don't quit, okay?" I said, she must be startled by the words that I chose, she understood that I knew, she expected it to come ofcourse, kasi sino ba naman magtatago nang resignation letter sa car? Infront pa sa passenger seat na ang dali namang makita.

"So you knew", I nodded, she just gave me a sweet, reassruring smile, "ofcourse anak, I won't" at tuluyan na siyang lumabas.

So nandito na naman ako, nag-iisa na naman sa isang hospital room.

Ang lonely HAHHAHAHA at parang sad naman pakinggan, ang boring rin kaya kinuha ko yung speaker ko at nagpa music.

New favorite ko 'tong "My favourite clothes" by RINI, I like the chill vibes sa song.

Kinuha ko na rin favorite book ko at nagbasa.

'Yun lang ginawa ko sa hospital, matulog, kumain, check ups at iba pa. Naboboring ako.

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The next day came, nag inform sa'kin si Clent na baka raw pupunta siya rito kapag papayagan siya, ang strict naman ni tita, hays.

Right now, I am eating breakfast, salad na naman with meat, ang tender ng meat, Yumm!!! At for my drinksss, is ofcourse, a glass of water lang

Nandito si mama sa harap ko, kumain nang longganisa at fried rice, nakaka inggit like gusto ko pa naman yun huhu.

"Hindi ba pupunta si Clent dito?" She broke the silence,

"Hmmm about that, depende daw, pag papayagan siya", I said, "ang strict pala ni tita no?" dugtong ko

"Nako, ewan ko ba dyan sa tita mo, eh highschool palang kami, super disciplined" pag kwento ni mama

That explains it, baka gusto niya ring ganyanin si Clent, eh hindi na ako magtataka pag masasawayan tong bakla si Clent.
Napatawa ako sa thought.

"Clent's a great guy, honey. You two should date", ano ba namang klaseng suggestion to ma? Sa lahat-lahat , si Clent pa?

"Ano ba naman yan Ma, bakla yun" pag jojoke ko, "Di joke lang, hindi ko yun gusto, hindi rin naman niya ako gusto. Tsaka ba't mo yan sinabi, e kaka break lang namin ni Rhedd ah"