Dream

I don't need to be saved

I just need to hear your voice

and watch me overpower the demons in me

I just need to feel you by side

as shield all the pain away from you

Just...

be there for me 

And I'll save myself

~

"I don't want to die for him. No. He would carry that guilt on his shoulder till the very end. He will slowly edge to oblivion thinking it was his fault. No. I can't do that to him. So, instead of dying for him. I want to live for him"

~

I don't know where these come from in my mind....They pop up in the most random of the time. Like, I'm about to fall asleep and then suddenly AMAZING lines come to my head but I can't go to my study room and write it down. 

That pain is real. 😭