Virgil POV
I wake up feeling strong arms around me. I think it's Janus and smile. But it doesn't feel like Janus. The arms are strong but the hug doesn't feel too tight. It's gentle. I roll over slightly and see... Roman. Shit. Wait... He looks so cu- WHAT AM I THINKING?! I'm with Janus, I love Janus, this isn't okay. I try to get up but he hugs me tighter even though he's sleeping.
"Virgil..." He moans. I feel my cheeks heat up. Did he just- Oh god, I'm a horrible person. Instead of trying to get up again I check my phone. Oh shit! Janus was texting me the whole day and evening, my phone was just on silent. He'll think I've been ignoring him. I need to go see him now. But Roman's hugging me tighter and I- No. I don't like it. It's not nice. I need to go. I manage to get Roman off of me but he wakes up as I'm at the door. "Virgil?"
I freeze and turn around. "Oh hey Ro, sorry, I've got to go."
"Oh... okay"
I dash off to the dark side, mind racing, heart pounding. I make my way to Janus's room and take one last look along to the light side, shake my head and open the door.
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Anxceit - A toxic love story
FanfictionI love Janus. He loves me. Of course he does. This is normal. This is normal... The pain and suffering... Is normal. A trigger warning will be announced at the beginning of chapters that need it. The cover art is mine. The story takes place in Thom...
