Why me? (Demi Lovato Adoption Story)

Chapter 4

1 Cut

2 Cut

3 Cuts

and more.

When i was done, there was about 25 cuts on the blob of fat i call my stomach.

I started to clean the cuts and the blood off of the floor, then i heard a knock on the door.

"Taylor? Are you in there?" Demi said

Shit. It's Demi

"Yeah give me a sec." i said nervously

"Are you alright?" she said worriedly

"Yeah, j-just give me a sec." Shit, i stuttered

"Okay." she said unconvinced

After i finished cleaning my cuts and wiping up the blood off of the floor, i stepped outside of the bathroom.

"Are you okay? Why were you crying?" Demi asked concerned

Shit, i forgot to wash my face.

"N-no i'm fine." i stuttered again

"Okay. If you say so." she said unconvinced again

"So where's Jessie?" she asked

I started to cry again. She ran to me and started to hug me and try to calm me down

"She hates me. She's mad that i'm moving out of the orphanage. She thinks that i will forget about her and that she is alone." i cried

"Oh Taylor, she doesn't hate you. She's your best friend. You just need to talk to her." she said

"I tried. But she wouldn't listen. She just walked away." i whispered

Then, Jessie walked in.

Jessie's POV:

After running out on Taylor, i felt really bad because the last time we fought, is when i found her cutting. So i had to go back to see if she was ok.

When i was near the door i heard sobs and people talking. So i started to listen.

"She hates me. She's mad that i'm moving out of the orphanage. She thinks that i will forget about her and that she is alone." 

"Oh Taylor, she doesn't hate you. She's your best friend. You just need to talk to her."

"I tried. But she wouldn't listen. She just walked away." 

And that's when i came in.

"Jess!" Taylor's face lit up when she seen me

"Taylor! I'm so sorry. I over reacted. I was just upset that you're leaving." i said quickly

She ran to hug me

"It's ok." she whispered

"Did you do anything?" i whispered

She tensed up.

"Oh my god Taylor it's all my fault. I shouldn't have told you to go away. I'm the reason, aren't i?" my voice cracked

"No no no, not at all. I did it to myself. I promise it's not your fault. Don't say that." she said

She also started to cry.

"What did you do to yourself?" Demi said

Demis POV: 

When Jessie came in Taylor immediately got up to hug her.

As they were hugging i stood there awkwardly quietly watching them. Then i heard Jess ask Taylor if she did something. That's when Taylor's body tensed.

"Oh my god Taylor it's all my fault. I shouldn't have told you to go away. I'm the reason, aren't i?" Jessie whispered

"No no no, not at all. I did it to myself. I promise it's not your fault. Don't say that."

That's when i cut in.

"What did you do to yourself?" i asked concerned

Taylor's POV:

Fucking hell! I forgot Demi was still in the room.

I turned to look at Demi

"Nothing." i said nervous

"Taylor, you know that you can talk to me right. I will help you with any problem that you have." Demi replied

"Tay, you'll have to tell her sooner or later." Jess whispered in my ear

"I choose later." I whispered back