so I'm not really regressed rn because I'm not in a situation where I can be (although I really, really want to.)
but I thought I'd just say some more stuff about boring ole me.
so, 1, my name isnt really Connor, I just chose it for this account so my irl friends don't find out about this 😬
2, I am a kpop stan but no offence since I know most of y'all are bts fans, I don't stan. I'm not a hater, their music just isn't my style.
as for groups I do stan:
nct svt txt vixx exo got7 day6 n.flying f.t.island sf9 golcha infinite 2pm shinee SS501 b1a4 b.a.p treasure ikon winner big bang (I don't stan seungri, I stan ot4, but if seungri is proven innocent then I'll go back to stanning ot5.) dkb too d-crunch kim donghan holland everglow
i stan more than that, I just can't think of them all rn xd
3, i have depression, anxiety, schizophrenia, ptsd, I had anorexia, and although it's not a mental disorder, I have seizures.
basically that means I'm on a heck ton of medication 🤪
4, I have "daddy issues" my dad's basically a racist homophobic asshole with anger issues, he's the reason I have ptsd and probably one of the main reasons for me anxiety and depression.
I also know his side of the family is the reason for my schizophrenia,, yay...
6, I'm trans ftm, and bi-question? as in I think I'm bi but I might be pan xd
7, I've known I've been a little for about 2 years? but I repressed it for a long time because of a past experience.
I won't go into detail but basically I was talking to a caregiver over 18 while I was in little space and they left when I told them my age, and that's reasonable, but I was regressed so it hurt a lot and I didn't do it again for about a year, and then when I did it it took another year for me to do it again.
and then I met chi and I trusted her so I told her and now we're here (◠‿◕)
8. besides kpop I also listen to a lot of jpop, cpop, thai pop, vpop, qpop and filipino pop, I've also listened to french pop.
9. my favorite kpop subgenres are krock, krnb, and khiphop
10. when I'm in big space I really like action dramas/anime. a good representation of what I mean is the untamed, a chinese historical drama centered around a gay couple.
11. in little space I mostly watch kids shows, pretty much whatever I can find on the pbs kids videos app or YouTube kids (I wish I could pay for Disney+)
12. my favorite colour is blue (pretty stereotypical right?)
13. my favorite kids show if I had to pick would be Sofia the first because again, boys can like princesses too.
14. I thought I was just gay for a long time and then I started crushing on my bestfriend- (who's a girl) I don't really feel anything for her anymore because she likes someone else, but it helped me to realise I was bi (≧▽≦)
15. I'm learning korean, japanese, hindi, chinese and vietnamese.
I was also learning french for a while but that was in a forced curriculum and I lost interest because it wasn't fun.
16. I don't go outside, like at all, even though everyone says I should
17. idk what else to say lmao-
have some sofia!
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