Kim SeokJin keeps having mysterious dreams about a girl whom he doesn't know but the fate has something else decided for the famous Idol...
Kim Seokjin fanfiction♡♡
warning: mature themes included!!!
~starting a new journey is way tough when you hav...
I was looking out of the window thinking and hesitating that if I should dial the number displayed on my screen.
'should I call or not!?' I thought. Then settled to watch TV. 'Jin there's no point in calling Preet, she is happy getting back with Jimin, well you both knew that u dated each other only for the sake of rebound. She never even got sexualy involved with you. Stop thinking about her. She is Past. Just like Pratyncha!!' I kept staring at the bright screen in front of me until Namjoon interrupted my thoughts. "Hyung! I...Um..You..I- " He stuttered "What is it joon!?" I asked in frustration "The remote control of the TV is broken....I swear I didn't do anything...hyung please believe me!!!" He justified "You know what!!!?? Let's use our money and buy a new one! I need to go outside in the air. I want to breath! Let's get going." I said giving up on the God of Destruction as I emerged from our shared couch. "But Hyung!!! The girls are coming over and-" he started "So?! Are those your girls?! No! They come here to meet their boyfriends which Jimin, Yoongi, Jungkook and Taehyung...And not you, me or hobi so you better come with me instead of invading their privacy!" I yelled "Okay...Looks like someone is missing someone..." He mumbled "Yahhhhh!!!-" I was on the verge of breaking down now...
I reached Han river with my with my camera. The surrounding looked surreal and magnificent. People jogging, kids running around, couples madly in love, owners and their pets having their time and then there was me...Kim SeokJin, the Worldwide Handsome, the Heartthrob of this country standing by the river bank with his camera ready to click the moments of people being happy and joyful. Living their euphorias, admiring their serendipity, evolving their singularity and growing through their Epiphanies.
I am depressed, not because Preet left me but Jimin got his love back and I still haven't even found it yet. Even the sun had found it's way to the horizon but I hadn't even figured out the feeling that was lacking. I am not at all mad at Preet. She deserved better, after Jimin cheating on her. She needed someone, and I feel glad that it was me even though my feelings went a little overboard but I am happy that she is following her heart. And now I feel insecure that I will never find the one. My only one.
I had left after Namjoon caught me tearing up. I had to clear up my mind. About sleeping with Nayeon, being jealous of Jimin, about being strong all the time and the fake smiling...I was done. With everything and EVERYONE. Nayeon did make me feel better but I still felt empty. I don't know exactly what being complete feels like! I admit that I liked Preet alot but somehow I still felt empty...I am used to this feeling like it's a part of me but it just keeps growing. I really want be happy like Jimin. But I don't know how.
Will I find the one to make me get rid of this growing emptiness?
How long do I have to wait!?
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 Hey hey hey!!!! Ik I write short chapters but guess what!? I like making it unsatisfactory... Hahahahaha**evil laugh** Lol😂😂😂 But yes, soon I am going to start writing long chapters!!! About Preet...She isn't the main lead here...It's our beloved Y/N!!!! PLEASE DONT HATE PREET! Thanks for your views even tho it's just 7 of em but I am still glad😄😄 Again...Shout out to my darling pratsthebtsfan Yess so that's it...I will soon update and Smuts are on their way so keep your holy water reserved 😎😎 PEACE ❣ Lastly for my jinnie stans💖💖
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