changkyuns pov
Day — Wednesday
I'm scared
Of falling in love
Afraid of the same thing happening again
I'm afraid.
So it's best to not feel it
Not try to
Stay away
It's best
Won't work out anyways..
I'm fucked now though
Really fucked.
This makes me look like such a dumbass, all those strange occasions I felt make sense now..
They make sense.
I accept it
Finally.
"Chankyun, Changkyun!" I jump, it's the Christmas party. A small one, not like the rave on Friday night. Just the guys, and even- Wonho and Seulgi, who have yet to arrive..I cleared the things up with him gladly, he was worried about me because of Jooheon.
Anyways this is enough to distract me from my midlife crisis at least.
"Sorry.." Minhyuk frowns, placing his hand over my forehead.
"Not hot..Sit down if you feel like you are sick, okay?" I nod, so caring. I sip on my cup of water, everyone here is drinking beer, should I- No, you hate the way it smells and taints you're breath.
"What's wrong, you look like you aren't having fun" Jooheon asks me with a smile, looking away nervously I stare at the floor.
"Nothing really, I'm fine" Do I seem sad? Down?
"Okay, okay..I'm sure he'll be here"
"What, who?"
"Wonho, you want to see him right?"
"Jealous? I do in fact want to"
"BZZZ BZZZ BZZZ!" My phone vibrates in my pants, sighing I pull it out. Wonho, is he here?
"Yes?"
"Kyun..We can't come, I'm sorry"
"What happened" I walk away from everyone, only focusing on Wonho.
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