[NYE Series] The Time We Have Left

십사: The Answer

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December 30, 2019
Hospital Room
Seoul, South Korea
9:00pm

It was snowing a bit heavily as the hospital was still operating. All of the doctors and nurses are keeping care of their own patients and some of them are off duty for the day. In the present time, Taehyung is going inside Seokjin's Hospital Room. He sees his hyung in a hospital bed unconscious. He thought about a lot of things on his mind with all the memoirs that he had with the oldest hyung and smiled sadly as he little by little approached, sat down on the chair beside the hospital bed Seokjin is laying on and leaned his hand at the back of his right hand, "Hyung. It's my birthday today, please wake up." Taehyung pleads sadly. "I heard everything from the hyungs about your condition," He adds, "and I wanted to tell you everything that I have caused this mess;

I have been an idiot and jerk to you all this time. When Yoongi-hyung and Hoseok-hyung took me and Jeongguk to the hospital, we were wondering why this is happening to you. But then...

When Jeongguk told me to read your diary until the...

The last entry you wrote that your time is almost up, I was saddened by your final words for me.

Jeongguk told me that you would do everything for me even if it costs your own being; your own life."

Taehyung's tears fell from his eyes to his cheeks, "After all you have been suffering all for your own feelings, I must know how Lisa would feel when you're gone. And this is all my own fault..."

He sighed as he tries to calm himself down;

"Hyung, I know. It must be tough. Its hard to love someone who doesn't know your own feelings or love you back. It hurts. It hurts your own being but you've hidden it well.

But Jin-hyung, please... I'm begging you to stay with me. I'm begging you to wake up because... I've fallen for you too. Your smile shines everyday even though you hide your vulnerability. Your that person who would support me even though that I'd be happier without you but...."

Taehyung cries in grief, "I miss you so much that I've never felt this lonely before."

"I love you so so much, hyung. So please..." Taehyung pulled his face closer to the unconscious hyung, "Wake up. For everyone. For your family. For us Bangtan. For me." He kisses his plump lifeless lips, hoping that he'll come back to life.