Bethroed To The One I Called My Brother

Chapter One

"Please talk to me" She begs, I hate to see women beg it is just so pathetic

"Ok you want me to talk" I say sitting down on the edge of the bed "His name is Austin, he is 19,that is all I know about him, no he doesn't know that I'm pregnant and I doubt that he will even care,are we done here because I would  like to get some rest" Liar I know that I will not be able to sleep because sleep doesn't come easy for me and the once in a bluemoon times  when it does my nightmares are the worst

"You will get through this I know you" She says rubbing my hand to comfort me, like I was some lost puppy mother daughter bonding I don't think so

"Really?" I ask gidilly like a five year old "Well dear ol' mama since you know me so well what is my favourite subject? Who was my first boyfriend? What is my favourite colour? And what sport do I love most?" I ask her but little did she know that ------------

"Your favourite subject is French, Your first boyfriend's name is Ian, Your favourite colour is lime green and your favourite sport is ground tennis" she answers cockily and I burst into humorous laughter

"How pathetic are you one I don't have a favourite subject because every subject has something special about it, Ian is my bestfriend and I've never even had a boyfriend , I don't have a favourite colour and I hate ground tennis well until someone wants to compete with me" I say smirking at her "Like I said you don't know me or the first thing about me god, I asked you the easiest questions about me and you failed everyone but you know what, dad knew the answers for all of these" I say walking into the bathroom even though I don't want to use it

I went in there and fist the wall until my knuckles hurt. I took out all the complicated questions  and asked the easiest ones and she doesn't even know those

I catch a glimpse of the person staring at me that young, beautiful, sexy, intelligent, damaged, challenging, reckless person with beautiful oceanic eyes, brunette hair and plumped lips and I wonder what happened? what went wrong? How did I become this person?

I washed my face and walked back into the room checking the time its 6:00 so I just lay there thinking about life and how I am going to raise my child. I never planned to raise a child in life because I am scared to and I wouldn't want him or her to end up like me and live a shitty life.

So I am making a promise that this child will have this best and only the best I am going to spoil him or her and if someone even touches my child si help me god so today I am going on a hunt for jobs

I lay there for about an hour or so before deciding to get up and take a shower

I did my morning routine before packing away my stuff and grabbing my bag descending the staircase in an oversized white hoodie and some black ripped jean

I was gonna leave without saying goodbye but what's the fun in that "Hello"

"Good morning" They say in unison "Are you leaving?" Lincon asks

"Do you want me to stay?" I piped

"That is what I wanted to talk to you about, You see last night was just a one night thing I don't know how you are going to manage but we can't help you we already have enough on our plates we aren't rejecting you or anything it's just that we don't have money and business is going slow I hope you understand" Lincon explains, how great I'm being rejected again, in a different way but it's the same ol story

"Are you done talking? I can't recall asking for your help with anything, liste, I have been surviving for years without anyone's help and now is no different so dear I won't be in your space anymore you can consider me gone" I say walking away "Have a great life bitches" I mumbled

"I love you my mom screams"I can hear her yelling my name but to turn back is the worst thing that I can do for myself right now

I pull up to the parker's house after dropping off a few job applications in bakeries, cafes and restaurants. I am placing my best on the bakery.

I step inside knowing that the only person that might be there is Ian since his parents are always away on business trips

"Ian" I hollered  "Bro" I call again but no response came so I just decided to go to the guest bedroom and make myself at home

"What the fu-you scared me to death" Ian exaggerates as he turns on the lights "Why are you sitting is the dark by yourself anyways??"

"Chill scaredy-cat I was just medzing" I defended "BTW hey, hey how was your day Kenny? My day was shit. Yours??"

"I take things didn't go well with your mom and that shit face of a step-dad" He sighs

"Dude he practically threw me out this morning but I guess that's what you get when people can't stand to see you because they are the ones whom made your life hell" I smirked taking a sip of the water swearing in my mind because I can no longer drink alcohol

"Darling look at the bright side you will always have a shit face brother like me"

"I love you-you donkey shit face ass lips dick head piece of klunk" I say as he pulls me into his warm embrace

"I love you even more sis" He says kissing my temple

Sharing love with one of the four persons I love in this world.... Me,my dad, my unbornt child and Ian

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