"Oh.., hi Darryl!" I said, my voice cracked in sadness.
"Hey Zak.. you didn't—" Darryl was cut off by my dad barging into my room, I quickly looked over and blocked out what they were saying, I took on half of my headphones off to hear what he had to say.
<<<TW STARTS HERE>>>
"ZAK! OFF. THE. COMPUTER. I said no talking to friends after 9:30pm." My dad stated sternly,
"Zak..? Say 'okay gotta go bye' if you are in danger. Please don't hang up." Darryl said, it sent shivers down my spine, hearing Darryl practically whisper in my right ear,
"Okay, gotta go! Bye!!" I quickly replied and made it look like I hung up, as I threw my headphones off.
"S-sorry dad...." I said, my voice so quite you could barely hear it while trailing off, I was snapped back to reality by a hard hit to the back of my head. I winced in pain and my vision blurred, I instinctively rubbed the back of my head with my hand, which was quickly gripped on and my dad look my in the eyes.
"Listen here boy." I could smell the alcohol on my fathers breath as his words slurred into each other "you are going to pay for being a disappointment!" His slurred, and angered words turned into loud, frightening yells as I felt I punch to my cheek. I cried out weakly
"You shut it NOW boy!" He screamed in my ear, I shut my mouth as tears fell from my eyes, my breath started hitching as I felt my chest tighten. The grip on my hand didn't release and my dad looked at my left arm.
"Well look here boy. What a pitiful excuse for a son!" My fathers voice was so stern but it wasn't quite a yell, I flinched as his grip got tighter, and I felt my panic raising. My father released his grip as he went bending my arm the other way.
"OW!! OW OW!" I yelped. I looked at my dad in fear, he just had a small, but angry smile on his face. Oh.. oh no..
My father leaned in towards my face and started pinching and clawing me all over my body, he grabbed a empty bottle from his pocket and slammed the side of it into my stomach as hard as he could. Tears welled in my eyes as I felt glass shards in my stomach and warmth.
I blacked out
<<<abuse is over, still mentions the sight though>>
I awoke just to see daylight streaming from my window, I rubbed my eye only to feel a sharp pain in my gut. Huh, wonder what happened last night.. I looked around the floor to see splattered blood, mixed with.. water..? Tears....? I looked down at my stomach to see a horrific sight, my stomach was sticking out with glass shards and fresh blood was slowly trickling out, I looked at my wrist to see a bruised that lined my wrist and slits going down, I remember the slits just not.. everything....
Just like a wave, the memory's came crashing back and flooded into my mind, I winced at the remembrance but then..
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Skeppy, TeamSpeak, now please.
Huh? What? I was streaming..? Nonono, I.. ended it.. didn't I?? I opened my tabs to see the dreadful sight of
'Streaming now, LIVE!
You've been streaming for 15 hours'
Oh.. oh no.. no no no this is bad! This is.. really.. really, bad.. I rushed and opened TeamSpeak, carefully as to not moved around the glass shards that were sticking out of my stomach I put my headphones on..
"He—hello..?" I asked shyly
"Zak..? Zak! Are you okay?" I heard Darryl frantically ask, it sounded as if he had a panic attack or a mental breakdown..
"I-I feel fine... just the shards in my stomach hurt.. haha?" I tried to force a pitiful laugh but it just caused more pain.
"Zak, this isn't funny.. the entire stream saw, and you're still streaming" he mention the stream again, my eyes filled with fear and I felt tears welling up
"I.. I know, if anyone recorded it.. just please don't share it to anyone, this is bad enough please don't share it.." I asked, very frightful
"Zak, end the stream please... we need to talk." Darryl said, hearing him in my ears is so calming, almost like a trance and I almost immediately ended it when I heard the command.
"Okay, I ended it.. what.. did you wanna— ouch.. talk about..?" I asked, becoming more and more aware of the pain in my stomach, I tried holding onto it but it hurt worse.
"Please move in with me asap, I want you to be safe Zak.. I can pick you up if you need me too.." Darryl asked with desperation in his voice, it made my heart ache, I couldn't say no..
"Okay.. " I replied, and heard a sigh of relief on the other end. I was moving in with Darryl, seeing him in person and getting hugs with he the best.. but I need to take care of my stomach situation..
Hi! I hope you enjoyed it, it's a bit longer than the rest, and I'm sorry for the abuse part, I was still thinking about what would happen in my head before and I apologize for that, there won't be anymore 'graphic' scenarios, thanks for reading!
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Broken Bottle ⚠️!!TW!!⚠️
Fanfiction⚠️TW SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND CUTS, PANIC ATTACKS, AND ABUSE AND MENTION OF ABUSE⚠️ -!this is a ~story~ AU, just made up!- Zak hasn't been feeling his best lately, he stopped cutting for awhile but it's gotten so bad that he's started again, the t...
