Broken Bottle ⚠️!!TW!!⚠️

~2~

Zaks' POV;

I woke up in bed, the pillow wasn't completely dry from the tears I shed. I looked around for my phone to find it dead, damnit I forgot to charge it last night! I scolded myself as I plugged my phone into the charger. I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth, I opened the cabinet to grab toothpaste but what I found were old razors and slightly bloodied napkins. My stomach turned looking at the used items and I quickly threw the napkins away and sifted through the bathroom drawers for the toothpaste.

Once I finished brushing my teeth I looked at my phone, just seeing a bunch of spam from Twitter oh.. I need to turn the notifications off.. I thought to myself as I went into settings and swiftly turned the notifications for Twitter off. The notifications grouped and I saw spammed messages and missed calls from Darryl, and some from Vincent, I opened iMessage and responded;

Darryl
Zak! Are you okay??? Why aren't you answering! I'm worried about you!
Sent 1:10am
Zak
Hey, yeah I'm fine..just forgot to charge my phone last night
Read 10:14am

Darryl
Oh my goodness thank god!
Are you feeling alright?
Read 10:14am

Zak
Yeah, sorry again that I
didn't respond I also turned
my do not disturb on so
I got no notifications
Tell Vincent for me?
He was also texting and calling
Read 10:15am

Darryl
Yeah, call me on TeamSpeak
when you can
Read 10:16am

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I got up, with a small smile on my face, and walked into the kitchen to grab a pop-tart, I chewed at it but got a sinking feeling in my stomach, my stomach started growling and a heat rose in my chest. I immediately ran to the bathroom and threw the toilet lid open and started vomiting, the things I had ate yesterday and today came up.

I wiped off my mouth and closed the toilet lid, I just sat on the floor, feeling useless. I opened the cabinet and grabbed a razor. I looked down in my skinny arms and old cuts, I pressed lightly on my skin, wincing. Maybe I shouldn't do thi— my train of thought was cut off by my subconsciously slitting my arm, I looked down to see the cut lightly bleeding as I hadn't cut deep, I felt relief from stress and started slitting my left arm.
     After I grabbed another paper towel to dab the blood off, I grabbed some disinfect alcohol to clean the cuts so they didn't get infected. I rinsed off with water and cleaned up with a paper towel. I got up and walk slowly to my room, I got a head rush and I felt like I was going to pass out, I quickly went to my room bumping into walls and tables, I finally made it to my room and fell onto my bed, that was the last thing I remembered.

~~ two days later ~~

I woke up and rubbed my eyes, wh— where am I..? I questioned myself looking around to see my familiar room, thank god. I opened my phone and immediately called Darryl.

Ringgg

Ringgg

"ZAK??" Darryl asked, voice cracking. Has he been... crying..?

"Yes.. Bad it's me.. what.. what happened? Do you know?" I asked him dazed, I heard him let out I big breath of relief.

"No.. no I don't know what happened but you haven't been answering for the past two days! What do you remember last?" He responded, I had to think for a minute before I remembered what I did.. I didn't want him to worry so I lied about it..

"What I remember last was feeling sick, and throwing up in the bathroom, then everything went black like a head rush.." I responded carefully, my throat clenched at the lie, but Darryl didn't notice of course..

— after talking and stuff because I can't think about what to say anymore lol —

After I hung up I couldn't help but smile again, listening to Darryl makes me feel safe, I could just listen to his voice on repeat.. I shooed the thought of him away and decided to do a stream to explain that I'd be posting pre-recorded videos because I wasn't feeling very well..

Okay okay, sorry for the cliffhanger! This is just how I wanted to story to go and I have plans for the next one! I hope you enjoy the story so far, even if it is sad :(
It's also kinda a vent thing for me because quarantine is just so hard rn but I think a lot of people hate it :p
Also doing the texting part took a long time lol