⚠️ TW!! This one has abuse (to Zak) so if you're sensitive to that stuff but still want to read I will put a warning before and after!!i just added the warning into the description⚠️
Zaks' POV;
Okay.. let's make sure my mic is working.. I started the stream and opened it up on my phone.
"Testing, I was test.ing" I said, actually testing this time lol. I heard it so I closed the stream in my phone and let out a heavy sigh, I waited for people to come into the stream.
Japanesesymbolforbeginner; 🔰🔰🔰🔰🔰
Baldb0yhelo; 14
Skeeppyyyy; Hey! How're you?
Amelia77; new videos??
Etc...
"Hey everyone! I'm doing good, I just wanted to do this stream to tell you all something.."
bing!
Anonymous donated $70 through superchat!
Hey Skeppy! Are you going to be posting more videos soon? x
"Holy! Thanks so much you random! And yes, I just came here to say that I am going to be posting pre-recorded videos.." I explained, very grateful for the large donation.
A6D donated $14.14 through superchat!
Whyyyyyyyy tho? also call me in TeamSpeak!
A6Dfangirlhehe; BAHAHAHA 14!!!
Japanesesymbolforbeginner; 🔰🔰 green and yellow leaf
Mult!.shippr; BALDBOYHALO IS A POTATOOOO
"Jesus Christ, okayokay I'll log on" I replied and smiled at the 14 comments that were flowing in. I moved Vincent into my channel, and he almost immediately asked for an explanation on why I was posting pre-recorded videos. I wiggled in my chair and fixed my headset, I hoped the cuts on my left arm weren't visible but I guess someone saw it..
Anonymous donated $100 through superchat!
Skeppy, are you okay? Were those cuts on your left arm??
I could feel my eyes fill with panic and my head get a little sweaty..
"Skeppy..? Is that true?" I heard A6D pipe up, I look at the stream chat and it was full of people saying they also saw it and I was getting tagged in photos about it on Twitter.
"Guys, calm down" I start off laughing at the end of my sentence, in nervousness "I just went out to see some cats and they scratched me.." I lied, I choked up because of the horrible lie, I looked at my arm to see if it was believable, it really wasn't so I just hid it again.
"Okay, I'm posting pre-recorded videos because I'm just really stressed and bored out of my mind during quarantine, that's all, bye!!!" I said enthusiastically, people in the chat were still talking about the cuts, but I waved 'bye' and ended the stream, well at least I thought I did.
"Was it really cats, Zak?" Vincent question, I felt tears well up in my eyes, I wiped them quickly with my hoodie sleeve.
"N-no.. it's just been so hard.." I complained not really sure if I wanted to open up or vent yet, I was also scared because it was really late and today my dad was coming home from a business trip..
"It's okay Zak, you can talk to me whenever you feel comfortable.." Vincent responded
*user has joined your channel*
Hm..? Who could that be? I wondered and click TeamSpeak to check.
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Fanfiction⚠️TW SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND CUTS, PANIC ATTACKS, AND ABUSE AND MENTION OF ABUSE⚠️ -!this is a ~story~ AU, just made up!- Zak hasn't been feeling his best lately, he stopped cutting for awhile but it's gotten so bad that he's started again, the t...
