Bin Tere...✔️

Adhoori Baat-2

Aisa kaise ho sakta hai...
Kyu Mishti Kaise, kon hai wo !

Wo to tumara best friend tha na ,
Tum kisi aur se kaise?
Nhai jhooth hai na,bol do jhooth hai.
Do maheene baad tume dekha hai or tumara haant Kisi aur ke haant mai..
Manta hu mai hu galt hu, mai jo kiya wo galt per itni jaldi kaise bhul gyi tum mujhe, mai to tumara Abir hu na tumne kha tha Tum hmesha mujhse pyaar krogi, phir kyu...
Phichle do maheene se mai iss diary mai apni wo har baat likh rha hu jo mujhe tumhe batani thi, kyuki tum sirf tum hi to meri thi, Thi ki ho..
Mishti tum Meri ho na?
Tumare dil mai koi aur meri jagah kaise le sakta hai..tum kaise, maine tumse bola I don't love you , tumne maan liya , tumhe jaane nai dena Chaiye tha rok tha lena tha uss din airport pe, bata deta sabkuch Bata dena tha ki Mishti jhooth bola maine I only love you, per mujhe kuch samjh nahi aaya tha uss waqt Maa ne saare option hi band kr diye the , mera kud per se control kho gaya tha, hmare godhdaane ke din baba sach -- mai to waise hi tuta hua tha, or phir Nanco ka sach, maa ki damki sab ek saath hogya , maine jo kiya kya kyu kiya uss waqt, manta hu galti nai gunahaa kiya hai , per itni badi sazaa kyu?
Ek tumhara pyaar hi to tha, wo bhi chinn jayega to kaise jiyunga?
Mai marr Jaunga mishti..
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A lone tear found its way to her cheek , eyes widened up , lips parted from each other, mouth felt dryness like never before, her hands were shaking, body freezing , heart pounding out with pain....
The diary fell on the ground and it's sounded her to his heartbreak...
For a moment she felt nothing , catching up on her breaths she pick up the diary, turned the page...
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Toh sach mai tumne apna dil kisi aur ko de diya, or Mai yhaa apne har din tumare saath share karne ke liye iss diary ka sahara leta hu.. pichle do maheene se ek ek baat har chiz sab kuch tumare saath share kar rha hu, kya Matlb hai yeh sab likhne ka kya matlb hai..Jab mera pyaar hi mera nhai rha to kise btau kaise beete yeh maheene tumare bina..
Isliye jala ke raakh kr diye wo panne jinmai apna har din tumare saath share kiya tha, kyuki mujhe tumari jaroort thi per tumne to keh Diya tumhe meri jaroort nhai hai...
Lekin dekho phirse besharmo ki trah yha baitha hu likh rha hu, aur kru bhi to kya kru...khoon jalta hai Mera TUMHE uske saath dekhke , jab tum uski baato pe hansti ho, jab wo tumhe chuta hai...per pata hai sabse jayda kya chubta h, jab tum kehti ho tum mujhe nhai jaanti..kyu Mishti..
Tumne cashma bhi utar diya , kyu?

Numbed , stuck at those lines she was unable to bear the pain, only a thought of his helplessness making her heart sink...
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Jala diye.....
With hes trembling fingers, she started turning the pages backwards.
Finding out that so many pages were teared up between...
How couldn't she saw it before...
Abir has removed the time he spent without her...
Those days when he wrote about how much he was missing her...
He removed it because
"I MADE HIM BELIEVE THAT I DON'T LOVE HIM ANYMORE..."