BTOB: You Can Cry (Song Story)

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Hi!! Only FIVE MORE DAYS until Christmas! ^^ So here I am, trying something new this time. I'm going to write a story to a song. Excited? Don't be cuz it might be not as good. (Bolded Italics are the song lyrics ^^)
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Christmas is back again, why is it winter again?

Snow was falling lightly while couples were walking through the park. I sat alone on a long bench, giving more attention to a book than to the people around me.

I barely got through autumn
Christmas is back again, why is it making my lonely again
I barely got through it before

Everything was the same old thing again. Couples everywhere, holding hands and kissing. Laughing together enjoying themselves... And here I am just alone reading a romance book, just like last year.

One two three four

As I count the snow flakes...

Why did white snow have to fall in this cold winter?
Why is it winter out of the many seasons?
Everyone's in love then not, dying then coming back to life
But when that day comes, everyone...

Relationships comes and goes by in the speed of light so why can't winter? Why is it winter again anyways? Any season would be fine except for winter. "Go away winter; I want to be happy, not alone." I thought.

Christmas is back at one
It's couples everywhere, I'm so lonely
Two, eating a waffle by myself, why is it so bad
I'm all alone, Merry Christmas
Don't snow, don't let it snow, just let it pass

I closed my book and started waking towards the near cafe to my right. Opening the door, I saw couples sipping on coffee at every corner. I ordered a coffee and waffles to go with it. I sat there alone, secretly glaring at all the lucky people. From inside, it doesn't seem like it's snowing but it was. It definitely was.

Christmas is back at one
Without regard to place or time, I'm so lonely
Two, where does everyone meet each other?
I'm the only one with a lonely Christmas
Don't snow, don't let it snow, just pass by just once

One, winter is here again. Two, I don't have anyone to spend the coldness with. Why do people even enjoy this? Three, it seems like I'm the only one who is lonely at this time of year.

The reason I hate winter, the couples on the streets in the annoyingly cold weather
The hearts at the end of texts
The memories of you that come back when my fingers start to chill

Hearts... Love... Warmth... there no such thing. I look to my right, a couple is giggling. I look to my left, another couple is enchanting love presents. I suddenly remember when I had that kind of feeling. The feeling of being warm and full of love. Now that's all gone.

Winter has come again, it'll be just another winter this year again
Like a fool, I blankly replay my memories, home alone, what am I doing?

It's just the same thing happening over and over, I say to myself. I got up, fed up with this feeling of other couples and paid my check and left. I walked home, book in hand. When I reached home, I collapsed on my bed when memories of my past love life ran through my mind. Why was it like this? I was a fool when I thought it would be lasting forever.

Listening to carols by myself, marshmallows in my body
All the sweet things are now just whatever
I'm the only one trembling in the cold, you all are so happy and humming
Why are you all so happy

Christmas carols blasting through my walls, while I cook Christmas dishes for myself. But not cookies or cake, those are nothing worth it. They don't taste as sweet as they used to anymore, just bland and bitter. I shiver and shake alone while others are cuddling with each other. Why are they so happy when I'm alone?

Christmas is back at one
It's couples everywhere, I'm so lonely
Two, eating a waffle by myself, why is it so bad
I'm all alone, Merry Christmas
Don't snow, don't let it snow, just let it pass

Romance movies playing, even the characters are happy. I sat down and ate my dinner quietly ignoring the bland taste, watching the movie. I realized how extremely lonely I was. I closed my eyes and blocked myself from the sound of snow hitting my window pane. Stop the snow... Stop the snow please!

Christmas is back at one
Without regard to place or time, I'm so lonely
Two, where does everyone meet each other?
I'm the only one with a lonely Christmas
Don't snow, don't let it snow, just pass by just once

I opened my eyes, everything was still the same. The movie was still playing, couples still enjoying the winter together, and I was still alone. I had enough of the movie as well and turned it off. Somehow I found myself looking for the picture album of last year in my bookshelf. I couldn't find it in the shelves. I looked around my room and spotted it on my table stand. Ah, that's right. I was about to look at them but didn't before I went to bed last night. I opened the album, almost afraid of what I'm going to see. As I flipped through the first page, it was filled with the past me smiling brightly, enjoying the Summer heat. Went through a bit more pages but one particular photo caught my eyes. There I sat on the same long bench in the park in the dead winter, but this I was happy as can be. I was sad and I knew it.

You can cry, you can cry
Even Santa is alone

Tonight, tomorrow and so on, I will still be alone for winter. Tears ran down my face but I didn't noticed until it dropped onto my photo. I get it, okay?! I get that miss him.

Christmas is back at one
I miss you in this winter where we used to be together
Two, like a fool, I didn't know how precious you were
The Christmas I spent with you
Come back to me, let there be snow, I still love you

Christmas time spent with loved one are the most precious. I know I made a mistake. I miss him. I want to spend it with someone special too. It's not fair that I'm all lonely. I missed the winters where I wasn't cold and shivering. I didn't know back then. Come back. Snow, please once again, be back the happiness I felt. I still love him.

Christmas is back at one
I miss you in this winter where we used to be together
Two, like a fool, I didn't know how precious you were
The Christmas I spent with you
Come back to me, let there be snow, I still love you so much

I miss him. I want to be happy. I want to be one of those couples, exchanging presents, going on dates and cuddling with each other. I miss him so much. T_T

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