I'm going to go for a walk.
I can't sit here twiddling my thumbs for all eternity.
I'm not sure I could stand it.
Although it's not like exercising would do me any good.
Not much affects me nowadays.
Not physically.
I miss it, the groundedness of a body.
I can still see myself, I can see my hands, my thick black hair, my dark skin.
And yet, nothing is quite solid.
I'm weightless.
Thinking back, when I first arrived here, I panicked, as any sane person would.
All I could think about was how difficult it was to take a deep breath.
It hasn't changed.
I can't feel air in my lungs anymore.
When I touch something, I go through it.
Everything intertwines, it's almost like locking hands with someone.
No, it's more like running your hands through water.
It's near impossible to describe, all I can truthfully say is how unsettling it is to never feel the ground underneath you.
I should leave soon.
"Last night" lasted a very long while.
I may have time to wait for light, but I do not have the patience.
I will not lie here and wait for nothing.
Idle hands and all that.
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Romance!!!NOT FULL VERSION!!! Life rarely goes the way you'd expect. Death however, never does. Melody Adler; daughter, mother, widow. She was a woman of many words, and even more talents, a kind soul who strived for the very best at every turn. She longed...
