Won't Let Go

Part 12 - Only You Matter

Hey guys I know I'm late but I had to take a short break. So here's the next part. I hope you like it. 💕

Sana's fear took a toll on her and she wasn't able to continue. She finally put forward her thoughts and emotions in front of sidharth. He understood what was going through her head and he tried to talk to her but she picks her shirt from the floor and goes back to the room.

Sidharth felt helpless he didn't know how to make her believe him again, he wanted her to let him in but she was keeping a wall of accusations and doubts between them.

Sana goes to the washroom to cool herself off. She stands in front of the mirror looking at the marks from their previous make out session. she stares at herself and stresses out about what to do. She questions herself for what she's doing and whether if it's right or not.

To calm herself down she goes to the shower and stands under it with the remaining clothes on. She closed her eyes, leaving her tears to mix with the water running down her face. Her chest felt heavy and she felt the need to cry, to let it all out so she can forget everything from the past. She let out her emotions and everything that was stuffed inside her for so long. It made her feel light.

Sidharth's thought process breaks and he comes back to the room to check on her. As soon as he enters the room he hears sana sobbing mixed with the sound of water running. The door was opened too so he goes inside to see if she's okay. As he walks in, he sees her standing under the shower crying, the sight in front of him breaks his heart. It makes him question himself, if marriage was the right thing to do. He didn't want to make her go through all that but she was, and he felt responsible.

He took a few steps making her open her eyes and she just stared at him. Her eyes full of pain and helplessness. She looked as if she wanted to say so much but she wasn't able to. She wanted him to take it all away.

He started walking towards her and entered the shower with her. He held her face softly and moved his face closer to hers grazing his cheek on hers. She felt a tingling sensation in her stomach and let him continue.
He backed away a little to look in her eyes and then moved forward to kiss on her forehead. He moves away again and cups her face and whispers
"I'm sorry shehnaaz. All this doesn't matter to me, Only You Matter. I know I've hurt you before and I'm really sorry for that." While kissing her forehead again.
She still had tears running down her cheeks. They weren't all sad tears, she felt relieved by letting them out.

She holds his face and pulls him closer making their lips meet. She softly sucks onto his lower lip and he reciprocates with softness too. It wasn't just a normal kiss, It was her letting all her emotions out and him giving her the assurance she needed, asking for forgiveness and that he'll always be there for her and will never hurt her again. It involved so many feelings and the beautiful thing was they both understood each other.

He breaks the kiss when they run out of breath and decides to stop and not push himself onto her.
He turns of the shower
"bahir ajao, bemaar ho jayo gi" and leaves.
Sana was taken aback by the sudden change in his behaviour. She wanted him close to her more then ever but this time he was backing away.
She let it go and came out after changing into her nightwear. She goes to lay down on the bed quietly without initiating any kind of conversation.

Sidharth understood what she might be thinking, so to make her feel better he moved closer to her and hugged her tight. He looked at her face and whispered
"We won't do anything until you're ready, I don't wanna rush into anything"

She feels relieved that it wasn't what she was thinking and felt happy that he was thinking about her. She gives him a smile and hugs him back, giving him a kiss on his cheek. She holds on to him tightly and they soon fall asleep cuddling into each other.

The next morning sidharth wakes up and sees sana clinging onto him even in her sleep. He gets a big smile on his face, since it happened after a long time, being that close to each other. He tries to get out of the hug without waking her and leaves to make breakfast.
He surprises her with breakfast in bed when she wakes up. She gets all happy but is also somewhere guilty.

Through out the next few days he was doing everything he could to make her feel better. Their conversations did turn awkward sometimes but they started talking again which is what they both needed.

Guys please take care of yourself and stay away from negativity. I saw a lot of people on twitter getting affected by whatever is going on. I get it and I also get affected sometimes. Just take a break. It's not gonna decrease our love for Sid and sana. It's needed for some people's sanity. Also if any of you feel the need to talk to someone I'm always here. Feel free to dm.💕

Stay safe and take care💞