Won't Let Go

Part 6 - I Hate You Sidharth

Sana's car is crashed into the tree, her forehead's bleeding a little because of the front glass that broke during the accident. People gather around to see what happened and help her out of the car. She slowly opens her eyes and gains consciousness. The hurt comes rushing back and her eyes well up.
Random person – "ap thik hai, apko hospital jana hai" while helping her stand.
Sana – "nayi thankyou mai thik hu"
She didn't want to go anywhere else, she wanted to get home and be away from everything. Her heart couldn't handle the betrayal. She thought he was avoiding her now as he was done with her. She walked away from the crowd and started walking home, since her house was nearby.

While she was walking it started raining, she was fully drenched. The rain hid her never ending tears, and kept her away from any unwanted attention from the public.
She got home and started to throw stuff everywhere on her way to her room. She was so broken inside and frustrated, didn't know what to do, she picks up a vase and throws it on the floor, but she ends up hurting herself. Her hand starts bleeding but she doesn't give any attention to it as the pain inside her was a hundred times worse. She sits in a corner and cries her heart out but at a point her eyes ran out of tears. She was going through so much pain. At that time nothing mattered to her, she wanted to end everything and herself. She felt nothing. It was her first time investing in someone with everything and they betrayed her. It made her believe that love doesn't exist and her fantasy of a true love ends on a very bad note for her.

The next day Sidharth feels he has been away for enough time, he took his time to understand his feelings. He wanted to talk to her and tell her everything, he finally realised what he feels for her. He tries to call her but she doesn't pick up, he felt guilty for leaving without letting her know. This get away was a good thing for sidharth but he didnt know about the damage that occurred behind his back.

Next day he goes to the set and is happy that he'll see her. He tries to find her but there's no sign of her anywhere. The crew member tell him that she didn't come today. He gets worried for her because she never skips shoot, her career was everything for her. He heads to her house, since he had extra keys, he just went straight in without letting her know, and she wasn't answering his phone anyways. He entered the house and saw everything on the floor, it was a mess in there. He freaked out and started walking towards her room.

He opened the door and saw Sana sitting on the floor staring into the empty space. She looked like she had been crying the whole night. The room was a mess too. He saw blood on her forehead and her hands and he panicked.
He ran up to her.
"Sana ye kya hua, baby tu thik hai, yeh kya hal banaya hue"
He held her face and brought her out of her thoughts.
"Ye kaise hua baby" he repeated.
She suddenly realized it was sidharth and she pushed him so hard he fell on the floor.
Sana - "tujhe kya farak parta hai" she yelled
Sid - "Shehnaaz kya hua tujhe, ye kya kar ri hai" being shocked with her behaviour.
Sana – "wapis kyo aye tum, kuch reh gaya tha karne wala"
Sid – "Kya bol ri ho Shehnaaz"
Sana – "sharam nayi ayi wapis ate hue, tume mil gaya na jo chahiye tha ab kya karne aye ho"
Sid is confused because he has no idea what she's talking about. And she keeps repeating the same thing.
"kya hua hai kuch bolo gi"
Sana is surprised with how he's still hiding his lies. She gets up and walks out from there, he follows her out of the room and holds her hand, but she jerks his hand off and warns him
"don't touch me"
Sidharth's taken aback by her warning.
Tears start rolling down her cheeks, he can see how broken she is. He's trying to calm her down but she isn't letting him come close to her.
Sana – "kya chahiye sidharth"
She looked as if she gave up on everything. She has lost sense of everything, she goes close to him and kisses his cheek "ye chahiye" then kisses the other cheek "ya ye".
Sidharth still can't figure out what's happening and why its happening. He feels disgusted by what she thinks of him.
Sid – "Kya bakwas kar ri ho shehnaaz"
She pulls him closer angrily holding his collar, and to his shock she connects their lips and bites his lower lip making it bleed. It wasn't something out of love, it was her anger and showed the disgust she went through when she found out the truth. he hisses and tries to move her away to make her stop this stupidity, but she moves herself away pushing his hands off her.
Sid - "ye kya tha, tum pagal ho gayi ho"
Sana – "kyo kya hua isi liye aye the na mere pas, ye hi chahiye tha na tume, mil gaya tume jo chahiye tha, jeet gaye tum."
He can see the hurt and feeling of betrayal in her eyes. It suddenly hits him that she maybe found out about the challenge his friends gave him. He panics because it started off from the bet but that had nothing to do with the way he feels.
Sid – "shehnaaz tume jisne jo bi bola hai wo galat bola hai meri bat suno please ek bar". He wanted to tell her the truth himself but his friends twisted it and ruined it for him.
That statement brought tears in her eyes because she still had some hope that his friends were lying. But him saying that made it seem like they weren't and he was scared of her knowing about it. She turns around and wipes her tears because she doesn't want him to know how much its affecting her but the truth was she's broken from inside. He hugs her from behind but she jerks his hands off again
Sid – "shehnaaz please meri bat sunlo tum galat samjh ri ho mujhe" and tries to hold her hands again. She loses it and pulls him from his collar again and says
"kya chahte ho mai maaf kar du tumhe aur phir se tum dhoka do mujhe. I trusted you and you used me. I Hate You Sidharth I hate You"
He cant see her like that, he never wanted her to hate him but he feels helpless because she isn't ready to listen. She pushes him away and tells him to leave.
"please jao ider se, mera tumhare sath koi lena dena nai hai"
Sid – "Sana please ek bar bat sun lo"
Sana – "sidharth jao warna mai khud ko kuch kar lu gi"