Won't Let Go

Part 5 - The Truth

Sidharth regrets letting her go without giving her any clarifications, but he didn't know what he would say if she stayed. He starts overthinking everything, he felt something different for her and didn't want to lose it, but he felt it was slipping away. He wasn't able to figure out what he should do, he wanted to let it all out but he couldn't. he was going through an emotional storm inside him and it was killing him.

Next day Sana goes to shoot, she feels restless because she wants to talk to sidharth. She recalls what she said yesterday and feels guilty for overdoing it. A crew member walks upto her interrupting her thoughts
Crew – " ma'am ap a jaye shot ready hai."
Sana – "Sidharth aya"
Crew – "nayi ma'am abi ni aye sir"
She's surprised because she knows it's not normal for him, he's usually the first one to reach. She feels it has to do with their argument last night and calls him to ask where he is but he doesn't pick up.
They wait for sidharth for a while and try to get in touch with him but they get no reply. The shoot had to continue so they went ahead without him by changing the scenes a little.

A few days go by and there's still no sign of sidharth. They continue the shoot without him but keep trying to get in touch with him. Sana is now worried because he isn't answering any calls or messages, and she regrets everything she said. She wished she didn't let her insecurities come in the way, and everything would have been normal.

Sidharth was frustrated because of sana's behaviour, he wanted to get away from everything to understand what was going on inside him. He was disappointed with Sana for calling their relationship a dirty secret. He never wanted her to feel that way.
"aise kaise bola usne, wo itna galat kaise soch sakti hai mere bare me".
While having all these thoughts it hits him that, he was the one who kept trying at her because of that stupid bet. He felt guilty, He wanted to let her know what she meant for him, and to take away any misunderstandings she had. He was slowly realizing her importance and his feelings for her.

After a late night shoot Sana is leaving to go home while still trying to call Sidharth, but he still isn't picking up. She's walking towards her car, and sees Sidharth's friends who came to the set looking for him. She feels a ray of hope, that maybe she can find out where he is. She goes up to them and asks them
"Hi tum log sidharth ke dost ho na, kuch pata hai wo kidher hai"
They recognize her as they saw her at the first party for the show. They can see the restlessness and care on her face, her expressions and behaviour showed that she was really worried for him. They assume that sidharth succeeded in making her fall for him. They all try to control but laugh anyways making her confused.
"itni jaldi phasa li", one of them blurts out.
Sana's confused and says "kya mtlb phasa li".
Friend – "kuch nayi" and keeps laughing.
Sana gets annoyed and starts to walk away but one of them holds her hand pulling her back.
Friend- "Kider ja ri ho madam"
Sana - "yeh kya battameezi hai, choro mera hath"
Friend – "usko to hath pakarne deti ho hume bi pakarne do".
Sana's disgusted with the type of friends sidharth has. She struggles to release her hand from his hold but in vain.
Friend – "tuje sach me lagte wo tere sath serious hai"
Sana stops struggling as they're talking about her relation with sidharth but nobody knew about it. She was surprised as to how they knew about it.
"wo to tuje patta raha tha ek bet ke chakkar me aur tu bechari pyaar me par gayi" he continues while laughing.

That comes as a shock to her, and her world comes crashing down. She didn't want to believe it but it sounded like the truth. It was what she feared but she just couldn't think sidharth would do that to her. She couldn't get past the fact that he didn't like her and just wanted to cry.

The guy holding her hand pulls her close and starts touching her inappropriately.
"tu to uske ghar bi chali gayi thi na, kabi hamare ghar bi chalo"
She's shocked to hear that and more at how he knows that. She slaps him hard releasing her hand from his hold and leaves.

She's shattered and feels betrayed. There are so many thoughts running through her head. Hatred for sidharth starts to grow inside her and she hates it but she can't help it.
"wo aise kaise kar sakte mere sath, itna sab, sab jhooth tha"
"muje istemal kiya ek bet ke liye, aur apni ego ko satisfy karne ke liye. Apne dosto ke sath personel batein share ki. Ab jab kam khatam to gayab ho gaya"

All these thoughts were haunting her. She never thought her sidharth can ever do that. She takes her frustration out through rash driving, but she loses control at a curve and drives into a tree.