One-sided Love(Completed)

Chapter 1

My life with him.

One sided love your waiting for something that might never happen.

Your looking at someone who doesn't see you.

Your thinking about someone day and night while you probably never cross their mind.

It's like a battlefield.

You are ready to fight even you know your already lose.

You're battling your emotions.

You're battling your feelings.

You're battling the reality.

You're battling everything people are telling you and believing your FANTASIES.

You're battling your own intuition. Your gut... Your logic.... Your ...heart.

It's a battle you can't win.

A war you can't stop. It's losing over and over again. It's surrendering to something that will eventually destroy you.

Ready for losing even it can break your heart.

It's one person giving and the other one is taking. It's one person loving and the other is not even moved.

It's one person always hoping for something more while the other is avoiding the subject altogether.

It's one person willing to do anything to make it work and the other is not even thinking about it.

In the end . I'll end up crying....

" Sinong crush mo ?" nakangiti kong tanong sakanya . Hinilig ko ang ulo ko sa balikat niya siya nama'y umakbay sakin. I bit my lower lip .

Napatingin ako sa kamay niya na saking balikat ang isa nama'y nilalaro ang aking daliri. Sa pakiramdam ko'y nagdu- dugo na ang aking labi sa kakapigil na ngumiti.

" Secret .." bulong niya sa tenga ko gamit ang malambing na boses. Napanguso ako .

" Kilala ko ba siya ?"

" Ah- hah "

" Hmmm ...kaibigan mo ?"

" Yup !" Napangiti ako ng malapad at itinago ang mukha ko sa kanyang balikat . Alam kong pulang pula ngayun ang pisngi ko .

He and his moves. tsk !

" Maganda ba ?"

" Maybe ?" hinampas ko siya atsaka natatawa .

" Ang sama mo !" Natawa narin siya at kinurot ang pisngi ko . Ginulo niya yung buhok ko atsaka tumayo . Napahawak ako sa magkabila kong pisngi at napanguso . Napaawaang labi ko ng bigla niya akong hinalikan sa magkabila kong pisngi.

Tila na hipnotismo ako at hindi agad naka react . Kumindat pa siya sakin bago umalis . Tulala parin ako habang pinagmamasdan siyang tumatakbo papalayo.

Napatakip ako ng aking mukha at hindi napigilang tumili . Oh my God ? I'm so lucky today ! My crush indirect confess and he even kissed me ?! I wanted to faint pero magmumukha akong tanga pag ginawa ko yun . One of the best day of my life !