Blood And Beverage

𝙃𝙤𝙢𝙚

All my life I've seen
so much hatred, so much pain;
that now I think all I ever did
was meaningless, was all in vain.

I kept waiting for the golden sunshine
but never did the gold align.
All that poured down at the end of the day was acid rain,
mixed with chemical pain.

Rusted blood, frozen tears.
Oh, I'm fine! Bring wine and beer.
How many times do I've to fake a smile,
to finally realize that I fell out of life?

How many times do I have to lie on everyone's face,
"Guys, I'm okay! Snap outta the daze."
I'm so tired of lying and smiling.
Smiles never last, only pain is lingering.

I'm so tired, please take me home.
Hold me close, I'm all alone.
You all are here, but I always feel like the odd man out;
Sometimes all I ever want to do is scream and shout.
Please let me out
and take me home.
Somewhere I really belong,
because this place just feels so wrong.

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Wow okay, edgy XD
Damn my poetries are always so murderous (and they suck, of course). I swear- I sit down to write happy poetries. Poetries about unicorns and rainbows and marshmallows but I end up writing these!- *points to the whole damn book* Lol I'm such a hopeless weirdo.