{Makayla pov}
As I walked up to the front door,I looked at x car meaning he was here & he was here with ski cause I seen his car too I sighed and opened the door walking in as quite as I could be closing the door and walked up stairs to my room and closed the door I dropped on the bed
"Can I come in?"I heard x ask on the other side of the door,o should play sleep,no he knows you just got on here,ugh
"Sure"I said and he came in and shut the door and sat next to me
"Makayla...I'm really sorry,but I had to do"he told me I sat up and looked at him
"You didn't have to do anything,you wanted too"I told him he sighed
"I didn't she said If I didn't have sex with her she would tell the police I raped her before I even touch her"he explained
Rage filled my body,mind and heart,but not for x, for Geneva I looked him in the eyes & seen pain,guilt and shame,but also hurt,&broken he feels like a used toy
"X,I'm sorry,for accusing you of something like that,I know how bad she gutted you and-gco
"It's okay really I know Geneva can get under everyone skin sometimes"he said but I was pissed beyond pissed I was mad as hell
"Take me to her house"I said and he looked at me confused
"Now"I said and he just sighed and grabbed his keys and we walked downstairs out the door to his car
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We pulled up to a nice house it wasn't big and it wasn't small it was a nice size for one person or two we got out the car and walked to her door
"What the hell are you going to do Makayla I'm not even supposed to be here"he said confused I knocked on the door ignoring him
"Makayla...don't do anything stupid"he said I smiled and kissed his cheek
"I won't"I said and I blacked out
(A/N : Makayla is in rage rn she's not herself she's letting her self conscious control her so she has no control over herself)
Geneva opened the door and I quickly pushed her in the house and I punched her in her face repeatedly till she fell on the floor
"NO MAKAYLA"x yelled but I don't care she deserves this I pound her head on the hard floor and I pulled her up to me
"You dirty little bitch,you think threatening him to fuck you could really break us up"I said punching her again she cried
"N-no,x hel-gco
"Don't even say his name *punch* I want you to take your last look at him one good look,Bc you'll never see or hear his voice again face to face"I told her and I dropped her on the floor and ma and x walked out the house and he sped off
"Why did you do that she could call the cops and I could go back to jail a-gco
"X stop your going to be fine she needed a ass beating anyways"I said getting out the car walking in the house
"B-gco
"X bAbY it's gonna be okay I promise"I said hugging him and he rested his head in my head and kissed my forehead
"Okay"he said and we walked in the house and went up to his room he it was cold in here Because of his ac so I laid on top of him in his bed
"I-I think...never mind" he said & I looked up at him confused
"No tell me,i promise I want judge"I said but he just shook his head and sighed now he has my anxiety up
"Pleaseee"I begged but he just laughed and shhhed me
"I'll tell you when the times right"he said but what does that mean😑
"The times never right,one day me or you might not be here anymore so tell me now"I said
"I'll never leave your side so don't think that way,...I hope you don't leave me"he said kinda sad
"I won't,I promise"I said and he just sighed and so did I so I give up for now I guess I'm just gonna go to sleep on him cause it's cold & I wanna cuddle
30 minutes later
I'm trying to sleep but I can't I just have my eyes closed like I'm sleep but x is not sleep he's just playing in my hair
"I love you Makayla,I know your sleep but this is the right time to tell you because you can't respond back to me & this keeps your from hurting my feel if you don't love me back,even if you don't love me back I'll always love you,I'm trying to do better but it's hard & I need your help I need somebody I hate being alone it makes me feel hopeless but it's all my fault I'm the one doing bad & tbh I don't deserve you,you deserve someone better than me I'm just gonna keep hurting you and fucking up ya life if I don't help myself,but when I'm with you u take all the pain away like it was never there that's why I love you,even if you hate me" jahseh said I wanted to cry because of what he just said I would never hate him & I...I love him too but love can kill too but I'm willing to help him get threw this & get better
But this was just what I wanted to hear how he felt about me now I can go to sleep
TBC
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wing ridden angel
Random" Makayla how are you feeling it's been a while since we've talked " "empty and lost" "why do you feel that way" "Because of you bitch" read the book to find out more
