{Makayla POV}
(A/N:Makayla is in a deep sleep she passed out from taking to much of the Xanax and overthinking so bare with her)
"Let me hold you tight,if only for one night let me keep you near,to ease away your fears,it would be so nice if only for one night"my father sung I could feel him holding me,I could see him
"Dad"I said crying and hugging him tight I couldn't believe this I'm actually here with him
"I missed you so much dad"I said crying even harder
"I missed you to my love,I can see you've been going threw a lot"he said wiping my tears as I tried to stop them
"Yes dad moms ruined my lie she didn't even tell me you di-
I stopped myself. What the hell how am I here
"Am...am I dead"I asked him shocked
"No my dear your alive you took to many of these"he said holding up the Xanax I looked down in shame
"I'm sorry,I should have listened to Gus"I said to him he raised my head with his finger he had that smile I loved so much
"You have to go back my dear"he said to me y heart broke
"No not yet just a little longer"I said crying in his chest hanging onto him for dear life he wrapped his arms around me to embracing me with a hug
"Don't be sad you'll see me again"he said I looked up at him
"But I'll have to be....dead"I said and he laughed
"No you don't as long as I'm here,I'll always see"he said pointing to my heart I cried
"Oh and I have someone you should meet before you go"he said I was confused Then a beautiful girl came out the gates of heaven she had white wings just like my dad
"Are you guys angels"I asked shocked they nodded
"Indeed we are,this is Jocelyn Flores your guardian angel I asked god could she watch over you he happily agreed"my father said I looked at the girl she was lovely her hair was long and blond
"Hi Makayla nice to finally meet you I've heard good things about you"she said grabbing my hand
"I won't be able to see you tho"I said tearing up but she wipes my tears
"You will you just won't know where or what I am I can come in many forms such as animals and humans I just won't come as myself"she said smiling and rubbing my cheek that made me smile
"I'll guide you threw life I can see your future and your past"she said happly
"But-"
"Yes you can see me in my real form but others can't ,you can only see me no one else because I'm your guardian angel"she said and kissed my cheek
"Dad"I said tearing up again
"We will meet again goodbye for Now love"he said and kissed my forehead
"Nooo"I yelled
/dream over/
"Makayla your okay,thank god I thought I lost you"I heard x say as he hugged me I hugged him tight and cried
"I-I saw him"I said crying and he looked at me with a confused look
"My dad in my sleep"I said he smiled
"That's great you got to see him,"he smiled and so did I at the thought of my dad and the girl Jocelyn
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X left he said he was gonna go to the bar with his homeboys I shrugged it off he's been distance lately
Is it me?
"No it's not you,jahseh is just stuborn and very heart broken"
"It's you"I said to Jocelyn she smiled and hugged me Oh btw it's been 2 months since the incident and yes I still take the Xanax
"How come this is your first visit to me"i asked her
"I've been taking a look into your future"she said
"How do you know x"I asked her she was shocked
"I was supposed to model from him but things happened,u didn't hear the song he made for me"she asked me I shook my head no
"Well look it up and it'll give you the story of what happened to,but this isn't about me it's about you I'm here to let you know your friends are keeping a secret from you about x"she said my heart began to race
"What is it?!"I asked her she didn't have a smile on her face it was a half one
"You have to see for yourself,bye Makayla"she said
"Wait"I said walking out my door as she closed it but she disappeared she wasn't there anymore
"What does she mean?what could he be Hiding from me"I said to myself then I got a phone call form my best friend ayleks
"GIRL HAVE YOU SEEN YOUR INSTAGRAM FEED"she yelled threw the phone
"I don't have instagram"she said she sighed
"Download it and and I'm on my way over is x there?"she asked
"No he's out drinking"I said and she sighed in relief
"Okay be there in 5 or less maybe seconds cause I'm around the corner already"
"Okay see you when u get here"I said and I hung up and downloaded Instagram and made my account but there was nothing about x on my feed maybe I have to follow people
I started following random people
*ding dong*
I ran down the stairs and opened the door and ayleks rushed in and sat me down on the couch in front of her and she sat next to me and pulled out her phone
"What-
"Shush"she said putting her hand over my mouth
"Aren't you and x dating or some shit like that"she asked
"Kinda we talk very heavy"I said honestly then she showed me her phone I couldn't believe what I was seeing why and how could he do this to me my brown skin turned red my body got sweaty 🥵
I was mad,angry and heartbroken It was a video of him fucking Geneva
"When was this"I asked her she put her head down
"3 days ago"she said scared of my reaction
"UGHHHH"I said out of anger I was pissed why would he do this to me he making me look so fucking stupid
"Let's go"I said grabbing her keys and I called Gus
"Where-
"Studio"I said cutting her off
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We get to the studio and Gus and ayleks and I are blown we smoked so many blunts I lost count
"How u like this beat"he sanded me letting me listen to it I was feeling it for real
"I like it u should sing it with me"I asked him he looked shocked
"U ready"he asked I shook my head yes drunkly
"Fs get in the booth ayleks control"he said and she squeals
"My bestie finna be a singer"she said all happy we laughed and got in the booth
"Hey Makayla,let him know you hurt but don't show it"she said I understood what she was saying
"Okay"
TBC
YOU ARE READING
wing ridden angel
Random" Makayla how are you feeling it's been a while since we've talked " "empty and lost" "why do you feel that way" "Because of you bitch" read the book to find out more
